Patrick Stump Imagines (Book 1)

Imagine #85: ForeverMore (Part 9)

Imagine #85: ForeverMore (Part 9)

 

{Get your feels ready! I dedicate this part to @chariethekoala (sorry I can't tag you for an unknown reason). Check out her band imagines too! Enjoy!}

Looks like fate wants to suffer you more. You and Brendon signed to a record label and coincidentally they require you to work with Patrick and for two weeks, you're always with him, witnessing him and his new girlfriend moments. Sometimes, you just wish that he'll stab you with a knife directly to the heart.

"I'm always here for you {Y/N}." Brendon is always there to make you smile. You're really feeling guilty about not being able to love him back. You just don't want to because you don't want to hurt the guy, you knew deep in your heart that both of you are not for each other.

"I'm so so sorry Brendon." You said lowly, but he kept on smiling at you.

"No need Angel. I always got your back." Brendon said.

 

You're happy that he understands that, you just don't want to hurt him. 

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"I'd chime in with a

"Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"

No, it's much better to face these kinds of things

With a sense of poise and rationality." You are currently inside the live room and unfortunately Brendon wasn't with you. Patrick was just outside with Patricia and the scene kills you.

They are just laughing at each other, like you and Patrick usually do back then. Sweetness and love were around them while bitterness and sadness were around you.

 

"I'd chime in,

"Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"

No, it's much better to face these kinds of things

With a sense of..." your voice began to crack. Patrick cupped Patricia's face and kissed her there and you just lost it.

You set down the guitar and hurried outside. You didn't even think of waiting for the elevator, you just rushed to the staircase and run down. You're honestly trying not to weep again, you've been crying for days and you admit that you're tired of it. Before you can exit the vicinity, you bump in with Brendon.

"Brendon, let's go." You said and held back a whimper.

"What happened {Y/N}?" he asked, worried about you.

"Nothing, let's go."

"Angel! What happened?" he asked once more and you just kept silent. "Him again?!" he said. Suddenly the elevator opened and Patrick went outside. "Hey! Patrick! When will you fucking stop, huh?!"

"What am I doing to you?!" Patrick answered coldly.

"You just didn't cheat on {Y/N}, you're also gonna slap in her face that you're happy and you have a girlfriend? That you've moved on and forgot her?!"

"Brendon, stop. Let's go." You murmured while you're behind him.

"No! Someone has to tell this guy how much of a douchebag he is! Oh, you fucking moved on Patrick? Well good for you! But will you fucking stop to show it over the world to hurt her?!"

"What the fuck is your problem?! What about you?! You're here with her right now right?! And the way {Y/N} showed to me that he chose you like I'm not saying anything about that!" Patrick said.

"So what if {Y/N}shows me to you huh?! She might have chosen me but am I his boyfriend?" Brendon shouted.

"Why?! Isn't it true?!"

"I wish! I wish it's true, that she let me love her...cause I would have done much better than you!" Brendon spat.

You're just silent there behind Brendon and the moment he said that Patrick looked at you like he's been shot. Like he have been believing in the wrong thing for a long time and wanted to say sorry to you.

 

"I just gave you her! I didn't even fight for her anymore! I respected you, Patrick because I thought you really love her and you can't hurt her...but fuck that, because now I know...now it's obvious that I am wrong! So if you want to move on! Go fucking on ahead! Move on all you want...Just one thing Patrick...just fucking stop hurting her." Brendon said as he put his arms on your shoulder. "Come on {Y/N}."

You can't really speak, Brendon have said everything for you. You just began to walk away leaving Patrick behind like he was defeated. All this time he believed that you and Brendon are together, he'd been believing the wrong thing the whole time and the truth has slapped him so hard now.

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"You still really love her, do you?" Patricia suddenly asked, having her sad smile. You've been acting up around her, you've done a huge mistake. You don't want to hurt her nor hurt you anymore, but he had no other choice.

"Pat." Patrick murmured. "I'm so sorry, I thought I...I thought we..." he began to stutter.

Patricia is really a nice girl and she understands but of course she's hurt with this too. She's a cheerful girl and this is the first time Patrick saw her at the brink of crying, but she's still trying to smile.

"I know but...can you just...at least tell me a joke to make this less sad than it already is?" Patricia said. She's always been always saying corny jokes to Patrick through the whole course of their relationship. Patricia just wanted to end this light-heartedly.

"What do you call a fish that is as handsome as me?" Patrick asked, trying to light the mood.

"Huh? Is there a fish like that? What is it?" Patricia sadly giggled.

"SelFISH." Patrick sadly said. They looked at each other and exchanged their last hugs.

"You go and follow what makes you happy Patrick," Patricia said her goodbye and they separated for good.

His life has been going up and down from the moment he met you, but he doesn't care about that now. All he wanted is to be with you again.

{Now excuse me while I cry at the corner T.T Thank you for reading guys! Love you all!}