Patrick Stump Imagines (Book 1)

Imagine #103: Thnks Fr Th Mmrs

Imagine #103: Thnks Fr Th Mmrs

{This is only a one shot , okay? Enjoy}

You can hear the air between you and Patrick because you two are so quiet. You're sitting at the table in front of each other. You know that there is a problem and that Patrick want to tell you something and you're afraid you know that. Patrick's just really and an innocent guy and he doesn't even know how to start.

"You still love her, don't you Patrick?" You broke the silence with that question.

You knew everything, Pete told you that Patrick and Elisa, his ex-girlfriend that he obviously still love, are becoming close again. You didn't want to accept that, but what else can you do?

Patrick looked at you in disbelief, but guilt is written all over his face. "{Y/N}, I'm so sorry." He said and with that, it's official.

You laughed lowly and at the same time you whimpered. The pain struck you right in the heart. You and he are more than a year together now and you thought you have it, but you guessed you're wrong. You tried not to cry, you bite your lip to prevent sobs to escape, you laughed to hide the pain, but you can't hide it all.

"I-I'm f-f-fine! Don't worry. I always k-know you still love her." You said to him, smiling while trying not to cry hard. Your lips are trembling, but you're trying be cheerful.

"{Y/N}, I'm so sorry. I never meant to hurt you like this. I was...I did...--" Patrick's face is full of guilt but you know in his eyes that he truly loves Elisa more than you.

"I'm fine!! I'll be fine!! Come on, don't you know me!" You said cheerfully, but your lips continued to tremble and your tears kept on falling.

Patrick's eyes are filled with tears too. You know that once, you both loved it other, but maybe it's just for the meantime...for him, not for you because you still love him from the bottom of your heart. He upped his seat and gave you a hug.

"I want to end this properly. I'm so sorry, I'm a jerk for doing this to you. You deserve better, {Y/N}" Patrick said while you are hugging you nodded at him and giggled.

"I understand Patrick. But please...please promise me that you'll never do this to any girl again. Because it hurts...it fucking hurts." You said and sobbed there. He hugged you again and he's kind of crying too.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry I'm so selfish. Sorry!" He kept in whispering.

You let out all the initial feeling in crying and minutes later you pulled back.

"Go catch the love of your life, Stump!" You said and you've never imagined yourself saying that to him. You really thought it was him.

"Thanks for the memories, {Y/N}. It's been great to be with you, but you deserve a guy that's a lot better than me. I'm sorry." He said.

You'll miss everything about this guy. His cute gestures, his sweet messages, his genuine smile, his hugs and kisses, and most importantly him calling you 'princess'.

You're lips trembled again as you share the last hug you'll give to each other. You guided Patrick out of the house with awkward silence between you.

"Bye, Patrick," you said. He smiled at you sadly.

"Bye, {Y/N}. I hope you'll find the right one for you soon." He said and walked away. You closed the door and began to sob there.

You leaned your forehead on the door while holding the door knob. Your tears continuously to fall and your loud cries can be heard.

"You are my favorite 'what if'
You are my best 'I'll never know'." You sang as your voice crack and your lips trembled.

Maybe life is really cruel...Sometimes it wouldn't really give you what you ever wanted.

{Thanks for reading! :)}