Renjun: Day 9, The morning comes, the first daylight is like a thief, it robs my night of dreams, daydreams, because I couldn't find sleep, she's living on the same floor, two doors away across the yellow carpet from me. I think distance is relative, because it still seems as miles away as it did when she wasn't here. Last night she seemed so absent, all in her thoughts when we were in the restaurant. I heard I have six more days to convince her to stay. How? How? I have never convinced any girl to like me.
I'm hopeless and small, not pretty, not nothing, there's no way I can make her heart beat faster. What can I do? Should I write to Sicheng, tell him it's about another gril, ask for advice? Will he laugh? Will he tell Yuta how stupid I am to have hope?
Unrealistic, Renjun calm down, she came here for you, right, she came.
So I will try, I will do my best.
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