Amy: Day 281, The last two weeks were crazy, my agent, Taeil, Sicheng and Renjun all helped me to find a new apartment in a city on the other side of the country, I wrote to the university there and got a reply just today, yes they will take me. I could write books anywhere it wasn't a big deal.
I had most of my stuff packed and shipped over to the new flat. So the next week final goodbyes needed to be made.
Sicheng and Yuta invited me over to a restaurant and Sicheng was crying a lot but said he will visit as much as possible.
I felt like crying when I left the restaurant realizing there were two goodbyes left, Renjun and Taeil.
I was walking to my car trying my best to not to burst out in tears but when I reached it I saw someone standing next to it in the dim street lamp light.
"Hi," said Mark quietly.
I groaned, why was he bothering to come here and wait next may car should I really take legal actions against him to demand private space. Anger filled me.
He spoke my name and ran to cover my way.
"Listen!"
"Leave," I said stopping to not to bump into him touching him would be too disgusting.
"Please listen at lest once! I've heard you're leaving I don't want you to leave. Please Taeil will miss you."
"That's not your concern," I spoke sharply.
"Sicheng will miss you, and Renjun, and your literary club students will miss you. I will miss you. Please I won't stand not seeing you again," Mark begged.
I looked away from him.
He had changed so much recently he looked like a complete stranger.
There was nothing of the boy I had known left.
"But I don't want to see you ever again ok," I said quietly even if I thought he didn't need any explanations from me.
He took a sharp breath.
"I hate you," I said looking straight at him.
"I know," he bit his lip.
"So if you know then stop wasting mine and your time," I muttered walking around him to the car.
"Will you ever forgive me?" he asked when I opened the car door.
"No, so move o-o...n," my voice cracked. "Live your happy life w-w-i... Whatever," I jumped into the car and slammed the door shut then I reversed from the place abruptly.
I drove a few streets away then I stopped the car at the first fee spot as my view was blurring by the tears.
Why wasn't I able to simply tell him to move on to settle with someone else. Because it tore something inside me so much. I hid my face in my hands. Yes I've never planned this goodbye why did he come, why was he spoiling everything again.
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