From Confused to Happy

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By Amandaqboo

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Ever since I was had a liking to anyone. I thought girls were nice, I thought boys were nice, I thought genderless were nice. I liked everyone. I'm a female btw. When I used to play with my dolls I would make girls like girls and boys like boys and girls like boys and boys like girls. I remember I sort of liked a girl when I was in about 3rd grade so I asked my friend if she would ever date a girl.

She said "Ew no" so I shut down the fact that I liked her. I also did have crushes on boys too. But I was very confused bc I thought you either had to be straight or gay and there was no in between. And I didn't know what I was bc I liked both boys and girls.

Then came a long my friend who was transgender. I started to like them too. I had around the same time I liked my transgender friend I heard about all the other sexualitys and genders that there are in the lgbtq+ community. But I was still confused. I didn't know if I was bisexual or pansexual or straight or gay. Finally as I started to figure my self out more I realized the label pansexual fit me best. I realized this about two years ago. I recently started coming out to many of my friends and i got nothing but support. Now I'm am so happy. I was confused before but now that I have figured myself out I am so happy

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