LGBTQIAP+ Milestones: Book 4

Let's Get One Thing Straight - I'm Not

Anonymous

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I guess I started not being so heterosexual when I was in 1st grade. I would always joke around with my best friend about kissing her, but I never meant anything by it. But that only happened once. I had a crush on a guy in third grade, but I guess you really wouldn't call it a crush, since I only thought he was cute. I never really knew him. Again I didn't think anything of it  and forgot about it. In 4th grade I thought my female teacher was really cute, but I thought it was normal to think a teacher is cute (its normal right?). In fifth grade I though a specific girl was HOT! Idk way, but I always found her really pretty. But I guess I really didn't start knowing I was queer, until I was in sixth grade, because that's when I started looking at girls a lot more. I mean yeah, I had guy friends to, but I found it odd I had a lot of girl friends and I'm more athletic then most of them. N plus I liked and still like more guy things then girls so...! And 7th and 8th grade went by and I realized a lot of my friends in middle school were gay, and I was questioning myself a whole lot. I mean I still am, but I sure as heck, ain't straight.