LGBTQIAP+ Milestones: Book 4

So I'm Not a Girl?

By Kai

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I'm here and I'm queer.

So yeah this is kinda how I realized that I was genderqueer.

So I never really felt that feminine like when I was younger I was just labeled as a 'tom boy'. I didn't feel that masculine either. So I got older and started playing around with how I looked. I learned I liked having short hair and I hated having boobs but still liked my legs and hips. I then learned more about genders and pgps. So I still told myself I was cis I felt that if I wasn't cis then I would just get berated and judged.

After a few weeks though I knew I needed to come to terms that I was different and I didn't fit the 'norm'. So I played around with a few genders like genderfluid and bigender but ultimately found myself identifying the most with genderqueer. And to me being genderqueer meant for me to not be female or male but still not nonbinary, I wasn't really anything I was just human. And that's okay, if you don't fit in it's okay because essentially we're all human.