LGBTQIAP+ Milestones: Book 4

Send Help To This Demisexual

By Bell

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Hihi

Im Bell, I'm 15 years old.

And im a Panromantic Demisexual. I was always really confused about 'love' and didn't understand most of my friends crushes, they seemed to just see someone and go 'oh i love them'

While I, up until recently, had never experienced a crush. I used to lie and just pick whoever the others would say so i wouldn't seem wierd.

It really confused me, why couldn't i feel those emotions like the others would. But this year, just before Pride Month, I saw this LGBTQA+ instagram post talking about different Asexual types. (bless the Asexuals, you are valid)

This included Demisexual, now since that year I had developed feelings for a friend, I'd been friends with them for 3 years and over the holidays we had gotten closer and i remember these weird happy jolts in my chest and stomach when they would laugh or anything. And afyer reading up more on demisexuals, it just sort of clicked. Sexuality wise, Bi, gay eg, I generally identify as Panromantic as I've never experienced anything after them.Im quite proud of who I am, even if my mother tells me i shouldn't identify as anything but heterosexual.

(Shes not homophobic or something  but she doesn't believe I am who i am. :^/)

I hope this was borderline interesting for you haha.

So bye♥