Being Non-Binary

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By DrippingWithPRIDE

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Pronouns: Ve/vim/veirI had a very interesting experience with discovering my identity. I watch Ash Hardell on YouTube, and she was talking about classifying gender identity. I started to question my gender identity, and I found out that I'm Nonbinary. I was texting with a friend very late at night. I had a gender map up in my room. I decided my pronouns and I went to update my gender map when I started on and off shaking. I didn't know it at the time, but I was having my very first panic attack. I thought at first I was just cold cause I was shaking. I texted my friend asking what to do, and they walked me through it. I thank god that I was texting them. I talked with them all through the night, until about 1:30 am, I think. I also discussed the intricacies of dysphoria with them. I experience dysphoria in a regular basis, but it's normally not very severe. Occasionally, I will get a feeling that I am floating in space, being pushed around by waves i cannot see. I'm not out to my family yet, so if you guys are reading this, surprise! I'm a bisexual nonbinary.

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