Senseless Abyss (Zero-One Fanfic)

-Chapter 29

-Chapter 29: Dystopia 

I pull out a black key from my purse with two cute pictures on it. Cat and Dog, huh? Did he seriously have to figure out how to make a key for my system? I didn't even know that he could do that. That Horobi...he's really something.

"I am back with your results from all the things you did today for us, Ms. Snow," the HumaGear doctor lady says and I tuck my key back in and look up.

"Okay, go on." I don't need to wait to hear what is going on with myself. I am strong enough to deal with this all now that I'm pretty much healed up and not running a fever.

"The original doctor you saw for this in the United States years ago was correct about the scar tissue. In your current state, it is hard for you to even have a child. You would need to remove scar tissue and potentially have a few more treatments after that if it doesn't go well the first time. Also, your hormones aren't at the right levels either."

I close my eyes and lean back, nodding my head. "I understand." Of freaking course! Why wouldn't it be okay for me to go and do what I want?

I don't blame this doctor for anything. She's just doing her job as a HumaGear and they're pretty accurate with it. So, my hormones aren't where they should be, huh? I need to start that treatment eventually, but the first step is scar tissue removal.

"I'll give you a moment before you go. Once you're ready to leave this room, you can leave. Thank you for coming in today." She is so polite and sweet for a HumaGear. I'm glad they have women ones.

I open my eyes and place my hand on my stomach as she exits, leaving through a door to her right. I don't know why I thought I could even have kids. I have to jump through so many hops and spend all kinds of money for it. And a sperm donor? I don't even have that lined up.

There are only a few things going on my life that are positive. Those two things are: my HumaGear hosts and Kairi. Everything else is awful pretty much.

I stand up and turn to the mirror on the wall, which is small. Even with this new face of mine, nothing has really changed. I'm not going to get my ability to easily have kids back. Allen stole that from me and it sucks that he did. Was it a mistake to change my face in the end?

No...it wasn't a mistake, right? It is okay that I changed it, since it saved me for so long. Allen didn't know who I was when he first got here. He only knew who I was because of Jin making him see how I look. He knew it from my eyes. That look of being scared is what he knew.

I have no choice but to live with this now. I have no hope to have a kid at a moment because of the cost and all the treatments I'll have to go through. I had no clue that my hormones were out of whack.

I turn, heading to the door. This isn't the life I want, but it is the life I have. I live with two male terrorists who are so robots. I know that Horobi is, but I don't want to believe it yet. He doesn't eat or sleep. I know that he isn't human, but I want to believe there is something human in him somewhere. But why? Why do I?

I open the door and step out, sighing. "Hey, what are you doing here, Mari?" Huh? Aruto is here?

I turn, my eyes landing on Aruto and Izu. "What are you two doing here? Did something happen to someone you know?" I ask. I didn't expect these two to arrive here as soon as I got done.

"I just got done with my appointment not too long ago and I'm just walking around now. I'm impressed by this hospital since it is ran by HumaGears!" Aruto exclaims. "Right, Izu?"

It looks like Aruto is doing well and his appointment went very well. I am glad that he had a good one. I wouldn't want him to feel miserable after one. He deserves to be happy.