TW: cuttting
Straight hair, straight A's, straight forward
Straight path, I don't cut corners
I make a point to be on time
Head out the student council
if you had asked Alyssa Greene if she was straight she would have said yes. Well until someone named Emma Nolan came along
Alyssa had actually had all those feelings before but she didn't read into them she had pushed them down so deep, she couldn't feel it.
She could barely feel anything anymore.
Until Emma.
A pretty girl walks by my locker
My heart gives a flutter
But I don't dare utter a word
'Cause that would be absurd behaviour
For little miss perfectNa, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
No, I can't risk falling off my throne
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
Love is something I don't even know
Straight hair, straight A's, straight forward, straight girl
Little miss perfect
That's me
Even so she tried to ignore it, until she didn't then Alyssa without thinking she kissed her.. Emma kissed her back
It was AMAZING. She was on fire and had chills at the same time, if happiness had a taste kissing would be it, being with Emma made her so happy.
But then her dad left and her mom broke open leaving Alyssa to be this perfect girl trying to please her mother and it broke her too, Alyssa broke open.
She couldn't feel anything anymore so Alyssa started cutting. Little cuts nothing big just around her writs. They were so small you could barely notice them.
Emma did, she noticed everything.
"please don't tell me you did this to yourself" Emma looked at her sadness in her eyes.
Alyssa burst into tears. "I can't feel anything anymore.. this is the only way... that i can deal with things right now"
Emma held her in her arms. "it's ok. I'm right here" Emma had tears in her eyes too she hated that Alyssa felt that way.
Alyssa held her tight as she cried in her arms, she was so thankful for Emma that she loved her despite the broken mess she was.
Also I'm sorry this was so Heavy I just wanted to explore Alyssa's life a bit more and what it was like for her when her dad left. Also the song used is called 'little miss perfect' it was sung bu Izzy MCCella (who played Alyssa in the The Prom) It was such an Alyssa song I had to add that in there.
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