The Broken Souls (Beyond the love)

47. Raghav's house

Dhruv's point of view

I fucked up things.

I made her angry.

How could I asked her, If she loves Raghav after making out with her in this bathroom I am standing right now, under the same shower. Raghav once said that he like Aditi and want her to meet his parents for marriage. But Aditi also told me that he think Raghav as her brother but she told me that years ago. Now things changed. But I should say that. I was so upset, irritated, jealous and angry that I could not control what I was asking.

How could I be such stupid to ask her after asking her how she could love me so much. Though she didn't say anything but she didn't correct me.

I may be wrong but my heart was telling me that she still likes me maybe not liking she is in love with me. This though scares me but excited me at the same time. Yes I like her and want her to be with me all the time but I am not sure that I am in love with her.

Cold water was pouring on my naked body. I turn my face to the shower and run my fingers in my wet hair. I closed my eyes and the memories of yesterday, started playing inside my mind. How I was holding her delicate body close to me and kissing her fragile, smooth skin. My lips were working on her neck and the hard suck I gave her on her clevage. When she moaned my name, I swear to god my name never heard so beautiful to me. I wanted to kiss her lips and wanted to know how they taste.

"Uuugghhhh..." I groaned and punched the wall when I find myself hard again. Since the day I kissed her, I get turn on easily, especially when she is with me. I never feel such desire before. I no more have any control on my desires. and I fucking don't know how to control them. I normally don't have dreams or nightmares often but last night I kissed on her lips on my dream, the feeling was so real that I could feel her lips between mine when I woke up in the morning.

I turn off the shower, wrap the towel around me and came to my bedroom. When I looked at my house, it feels more lively only because of her. I took out my formal suit and changed into it and then went to office after car came to pick me.

*****

Yesterday was Sunday, another day went without seeing her and meeting her. I hate who made Sunday. I came yesterday, and waited for her to come outside or at roof at least so I could see her but she didn't come.

Again today I am waiting for her on the same isolated road where I drop her that day. I bring roses for her to apologise her for my behavior. I don't know which flowers she likes So I bring red roses for her.

Beautiful roses for the most beautiful girl. She is like these roses soft and beautiful. Her cheeks turned into red like these roses when I was around but she ok out all blame to the sun. I grin at my thoughts while thinking about her.

My bodyguards looks impatient. They want me to move my ass early but I am waiting for my girl.

It's already an hour I am standing here waiting for her but there is no sign of her. At the end I decided to go office and come back here later in evening.

When I came to office, I was expecting her to be here but she was not here also. Shastri ji first gave me weird look but then smile when he noticed red roses in my hand.

I don't what makes him smile but I ignore him. I sit behind on my chair behind the large table and asked him.

"Where is Aditi?" I asked while opening the file beside me.

"I don't know. She doesn't come office yet." He said.

She did not come office? I thought she must left her house for office before I could come to pick her up. But she is not here also. Should I go to her house to check on her? I didn't see any of her family members when I went to her house yesterday.