Giving In
I was 18 (Parker) at the time, a freshman in college. I had had a few girlfriends nothing serious but I definitely had....urges. I couldn't help myself but get a glimpse of other men's cocks in the locker room. But I did my best to conceal my desires for men. I was a jock type, 6'3 pretty athletic, brown hair, green eyes, played football and baseball and I don't think anyone suspected anything.
I got matched with a random guy as a freshman at Rutgers. Tony (name changed for privacy). He was also the athletic type although he was probably only about 5'10. Kind of a guido Italian type. Very muscular and alpha.
We got along right away although he was pretty messy and I'm more of a neat freak.
I've always been pretty shy so I appreciated how outgoing he was. He was the life of the party. He had a fake ID which always helps lol. He was very cocky especially about his body.
One day, early in the semester he dropped his towel in our dorm room. Holy god! He was huge, at least 6 inches soft and thick as a beer can. I usually stop myself from staring but I was taken off guard.
"Impressed?" He said with a smirk. Oh my god he caught me. "I-uh-I'm sorry." I blurted out blushing.
"No problem. I catch people staring all the time." He winked at me. I blushed again.
I made some excuse about needing to get some studying done but was so flustered I forgot to grab my backpack. I ended up sitting in the computer lab messing around on social media.
Tony didn't bring it up again and I put it out of my mind. Except I couldn't stop stealing glances of Tony's package. Maybe it was my imagination but it seemed like he was walking around naked/half clothed a lot more since the incident almost daring me to take a look.
Then one day Tony suggested we get stoned together. I was down but smoking always has a severe effect on me: I get ridiculously horny. I didn't factor this in as I took some strong pulls from Tony's pen.
"Hey let's throw on some porn." Tony suggested. "Isn't that kinda-gay. Two guys getting hard together?" I asked nervously.
"Nah just a couple buds having fun. Plus college is the perfect time to experiment." Tony said with a wink. I was stoned and just nodded. Tony was going to do it either way, no use arguing.
He put on some hardcore stuff. A woman getting railed by a bull stud. Tony was hard immediately. God he was big. I tried to focus on the screen but my eyes kept wandering to his lap.
"Pretty big right?" The question surprised me. Fucked he had caught me staring again. "I'm taking it out." He said matter of factly.
God he was huge. I refocused on the screen but I could see it hardening in my peripheral. "Hey it's ok. You can touch." Tony whispered. Was he reading my mind ?!
"I-I'm not gay." I mumbled despite my rock hard cock.
"Uh huh" was all Tony said as he reached over and put his hand on mine. Before I knew it my hand was wrapped around his massive cock.
"Hey look at me. It's our little secret." He said to me. I don't know why but I trusted him.
"Now stroke it." He said a little more firmly. I obeyed. Stroking his monster cock. This continued for a few more minutes. I had the overwhelming urge to put it in my mouth but I thought that was a step too far.
"Go ahead it's ok." He said to me. How did he know?? I tried to play dumb "what?" I said blushing.
"You haven't looked at the screen in minutes. Go ahead and put it in your mouth." He said demandingly.
