The Bottom Namjoon Collection!

Hibernation (Part 6 out of 6)

Another Monday another chapter!

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Hoseok was normally not a shy person—far from it—but when it came to this one thing, he truly felt embarrassed in ways he couldn't even explain.

He had tried somno before and had enjoyed it, but he never really knew how to bring it up. It had always been Namjoon who came to him and very boldly asked. Now, however, Namjoon was hibernating and Hoseok found himself wanting. He truly wanted so much, and it didn't help to see, hear, and sense the rest of his boyfriends having the time of their lives.

It was halfway through Namjoon's hibernation period. All the other men had enjoyed some special time with Namjoon, but for Hoseok, it never really felt right. He wasn't sure where to start or what he was meant to do.

Every other time, Namjoon had been the one to come up with ideas and plans for how they should proceed. Now, he had put all the power and planning into their hands, which was simply too much for Hoseok's brain to figure out.

He liked going with the flow, enjoying sex without being picky about the form it took, and he typically let his partners decide.

Now that the responsibility was his, with Namjoon trusting him with his body and everything else, Hoseok felt overwhelmed by the choices and unsure which one was the right one. That was how he ended up lying next to Namjoon's sleeping body on a grey Tuesday while the rest of his boyfriends were at work.

Hoseok himself had gotten the day off due to having worked too many hours. When Taehyung left that morning, it had been with a slap to Hoseok's arse and a wink, telling him to enjoy himself.

It had been clear what the fox had meant, and Hoseok had nearly gone bright red, choking on his coffee as he attempted to defend Namjoon's honour, stating he would never do such a thing. Realising how silly that sounded, he quickly closed his mouth.

Taehyung seemingly found this hilarious. With a kiss to Hoseok's cheek, he left the house, still laughing, which only made Hoseok blush even more.

That was how Hoseok ended up where he was, lying next to Namjoon with his hands folded over his chest as he lay on his back. "Joonie, I don't know what I am meant to do," he admitted. Talking to Namjoon like this while he was hibernating felt silly, but it was better than saying nothing and just lying there, thinking it.

Maybe if he spoke it out loud, it would be easier for him to figure out what was going on in his head. "I want you..." That was something Hoseok had no doubt about. He rolled onto his side so he could rest his head on Namjoon's shoulder with a big sigh. "I love you so much, but this is really easier when you plan it all for me." Hoseok knew how that sounded, but it was the truth. It was truly easier when Namjoon made the choices for both of them.

Running his hand up Namjoon's chest and sneaking under his shirt, Hoseok cuddled closer. "Are you going to be disappointed if I do nothing? When you wake up?" He already knew the answer was no; Namjoon would never want him to do anything he wasn't comfortable with. But Hoseok still felt the anxiety.

If anything, Namjoon would be disappointed that Hoseok had wanted something but didn't feel comfortable going for it. What Namjoon truly wanted was for Hoseok to always feel comfortable pursuing his desires.

Running his hand up and down Namjoon's stomach, Hoseok hummed to himself. Namjoon was so warm and comforting against him, reminding him of moments they had shared before.

So relaxed.

So warm.

Lost in his thoughts, Hoseok hadn't even noticed the heat in his crotch or that his hand had moved to cup Namjoon's pecs. It was only when he gave it a squeeze that he realised what he had done. "Eeep!" Hoseok tried to pull his hand back, but Namjoon's shirt stopped him. "I didn't mean to do that."