Winter's Widow pt 1!

But I Make It Worth While ⚠️⚠️

*You wake up in the morning and Bucky is still in your arms.. he is cuddled up against your chest.. you can tell he is in heaven.. you don't want to move but you are starving and you need to pump.. preferably before Bucky wakes up or else he'll insist on "helping" you and if he does that your supply will be completely wrecked for poor Grant... you smile and slip out of bed.. Bucky is so tired he didn't even notice.. although he did have a frown on his face now at the loss of his "Pillow". You make breakfast and put Bucky's in the oven to keep it warm.. You sit and pump while you check your phone... Nat and Steve have sent you picture after picture or Grant. He's playing in the snow and with his new toys. Tony holds him and he is grabbing his glasses.. Peter is giving him a bottle while Morgan plays with with Grants feet.. Steve is wearing Grant as he cooks dinner... a video comes through right then.. it's from Steve, it's a video of Grant waking up this morning.. Steve is un-swaddling Grant and he's stretching and making all kinds of noises.. it's so cute.. Steve Talks and Grant smiles*
***Video***
Steve- Hey little guy... you sleep well? Oh big stretch! *Grant smiles* you gonna say hi to mommy? *Grant smiles and coos* and daddy? *Grant gets an even bigger smile and laughs... It melts your heart that Grant adores Bucky* say see you soon!! Love you! *Grant moves his arms like he's saying goodbye*

*Bucky walks up behind you and kisses your neck.. he watches the video over your shoulder.. he smiles and laughs*
Bucky- He's so cute... I miss him..
*You hum*
Y/N- Me too... *You look at him and he kisses you.. Bucky smiles*
Bucky- Good morning..
Y/N- Good morning
*You smile.. Bucky looks down and pouts*
Bucky- You know... I could help-
Y/N- No, I need to bring a little something back.. after this weekend I'm sure Grant has wiped out the stash we had and I need to build it up again..
*Bucky sighs and acts dramatic*
Bucky- Fine... *You laugh*
Y/N- Breakfast is in the oven
Bucky- Thanks Baby *He kisses you*
*Bucky eats breakfast and while you finish up and place everything in the freezer and clean up... Bucky is laying on the couch.. he puts his arms out and gives you grabby hands and you laugh.. you lay down and he snuggles into your arms*
Y/N- Hey I thought we had plans today? Spa and Everything?
*Bucky smiles and nods*
Bucky- Yeah... we do. But this is just too good..
*You smile and kiss Bucky's head.. he's so cute and super needy this morning... he just wants to touch you and be near you... you run your hands through his hair and speak in a soft comforting voice*
Y/N- How about we go to the spa and when we get home I'll take care of you... huh? Does that sound good Baby? *Bucky looks up gives you a gentle smile.. he nods* okay.. let's go *You pull him up and you two get dressed and head down to the resort*

*You have facials and private time in the steam room.. even a mud bath that turned into you and Bucky making out and petting each other the whole time*
Bucky- Y/N?
Y/N- Yeah Baby?
*You grind against him and kiss him again and slip your tongue in his mouth.. he lets you establish dominance easily*
Bucky- Will you- can we- *He looks down... You lift his face back up and gently kiss him.. you rub his face*
Y/N- What do you want to ask baby?
*Bucky meets your gaze... he smiles and then bites his lips... you think you know what he's wanting to ask so you prod a little more*
Y/N- You feeling needy baby? I told you I would take care of you.. *You kiss him and he moans... He finally finds his words*
Bucky- I want you to wreck me... like I did to you that first night.. please?!
*You smile and whisper in his ear*
Y/N- Oh baby... I already planned to.. the minute I woke up this morning and you were all snuggled up against my chest.. I knew I needed to take care of you tonight.. *Bucky moans and you kiss him* let's get cleaned up and get back to the room... huh?
Bucky- Yes! Please! *He smiles*
*You go wash off.. Bucky gets a surge of dominance all the sudden and he grabs you into his arms... He kisses you roughly.. you laugh*
Y/N- Were you pretending to be needy today so you could just touch me whenever you wanted?
*Bucky smiles and laughs*
Bucky- Ehhh maybe a little.. but mostly I just want you to wreck me.. *He winks*
Y/N- oh I will!
*Bucky bites his lip*