Dire

18

I was cleaning listening to music bent down scrubbing the floor.
when Harry walked through the door

"why hello" I turned around and looked at him confused.

"Bloody hell you have a nice ass." I felt my face turn red I pulled my shirt down to cover my butt. he said "don't be shy".

I bit my lip out of nervousness Harry stepped towards me "don't do that either" with a chuckle I stood up.

"do what?" confused

"look at me like that"

"sorry"
he stepped closer "stop apologizing"

I looked into his eyes "what the hell are you doing to me lex" I looked at him confused he leaned in and kissed me. "I don't like kissing"

"So why do you keep kissing me?"

"I don't fucking know. Fuck" kissing me again I felt my back touch the wall. The kiss deepened

he pulled away "I need to stop"

"why?"

"because I'm going to think with the wrong head if we keep going"

"and?"

"you don't want to be with someone like me I'm not a good person like you"

i leaned in and kissed him he mumbled through the kiss "I don't want to hurt you."

"I'll be ok"

"lex we can't"

"ok if you don't want to I understand"

"oh want to, I really really want to but I can't do that to you. I didn't bring you here to have sex with me".

My hands went up the back of his neck into his hair.

He closed his eyes "fuck lex what the hell are you doing to me." With a smirk. I laughed

"I need you to walk away from me..please." I stood there he raised his voice "fuck sakes go." I nodded and moved around him. he went upstairs I followed going to my room..
fuck I'm frustrated in so many ways.

Couple of days
Harry POV

I was sat on the couch.

"Harry?"

"Yes?"

"Um can we.. never mind"

"What's up lexy?"

"Can we go outside?"

"For?"

"Just to sit."

We went out the front door and walked around back we sat in the grass. I watch lex. As she laid in the grass and started up at the sky.

"You realized you can go blind looking at the sun."

"I'm not looking at the sun I'm looking at the clouds"

"Why?"

"Because they are pretty."

"You're pretty."

She smiled "I wish I was a bird."

"Why?"

"So I can shit on everyone's car possibly someone's shoulder"

I Let out a laugh. I wasn't expecting that answer.

"I like your laugh."

I stopped and looked at her analyzing her. She looked calm. Content.

"You're staring at me Harry."

"Thought I would return the favor for once"

She smiled.

What is it about this fucking girl. It's driving me nuts.

She placed a flower on her cheek closing her eyes letting the sun hit her skin. It took everything in me not to kiss her.

"I want to kiss you"

"Kiss me then"

I leaned down and kissed her.

We kissed softly we laid on the grass. I've never just kissed someone for the sake of it especially so soft.

"Harry?"

"Yes?"

"Can I touch your hair?"

"Um yea that's fine"

Her fingers combed through my hair. Best feeling I've ever felt.

I closed my eyes "this is better then sex"

She laughed.

She continued to comb her fingers through my hair humming a song. She started giggling. I opened one eye.

"What's funny?"

"nothing.."

I put my hand to my hair feeling something I pulled it out and saw a flower I smiled "are you putting flowers in my hair?"

She giggled "no".

I flipped over now hovering over her "Don't lie"

"fine but you look pretty".

"I'm not pretty".

She wrapped her arms around my neck "I beg to differ"