Dire

64

We were at the bar

"are you excited for your birthday tomorrow styles? Liam asked

Louis sighed "its gonna be pretty lame for him this year since you know" looking at me.

"he can do what he wants" putting my hands up

Louis said "so your okay with him getting fucked up and railing as many girls as he can?"

I winced

Harry put his arm around me "I don't want that. Maybe get a high a bit."

I nodded "I don't mind that"

He kissed me.

Niall said "have you ever seen Harry fucked up yet?"

"Yeah I've seen him high"

Niall said "no sweetheart fucked up"

Harry said "I don't plan on doing that. I don't need to anymore." leaning over to me

The guys went on telling stories.

Harry leaned over to me "I think I'm the shittst boyfriend"

I laughed "what? Why?"

"I don't even know your birthday."

I said "it's okay I don't celebrate it"

"Why not?"

"The whole my life is my mothers reminder of the worst day of her life doesn't really scream cake and balloons."

He said "well it doesn't remind me of that so when is it I would like to celebrate it with you when it come up."

I said "Harry it's really ok I don't care about it"

Before Harry could say anything niall yelled shots

I grabbed one. Taking a shot. Then starting a conversation with niall. So I didn't have to continue the conversation Harry started

It was 12something in the morning.
Harry and I laid in bed. Out of breath. Both coming down from maybe the best sex we've ever had. "Happy birthday Harry!" kissing his arm.

"Seriously when is your birthday?" He asked out of breath

"Seriously don't worry about it."

"You're my girlfriend I should know your birthday."

"Your girlfriend hasn't celebrated it for 20 years so it doesn't matter what day." Pulling the covers to cover my bare skin

Harry's thumb rubbing circles on my hip bone he froze "20? Did your birthday pass?"

I shrugged.

"Was it in December?" I shook my head no January? Shook my head no again "well it can't be February because today is technically the first."

I bit my lip.

"It's today!" He shot up holding himself up with his elbows.

I didn't say anything.

"Your birthday is February 1st!"

I continued to bite my lip.

"Baby we have the same birthday?!" he said super excited

"I don't celebrate mine but I'm happy to celebrate yours with you."

Harry scoffed "no fuck that. We are celebrating both."

"Please Harry.."

"Unless you want me to be super bummed on my birthday." he pouted

"You're so annoying! I don't celebrate it can we just drop it."