My Thoughts On Paper

Him Happier

Dried tears

Stained on my face

Dried lips

And red eyes

This mirror looks familiar

This face sure looks the same

But I don't have the strength to

Wipe them away

I do not want to cry anymore

I want to smile

Laugh some more

But as you leave without love you or goodbye

Happiness seems like a chore

My brain is always foggy

Things that I used to love

I don't remember the last time you laughed

With me

I start off my day

With a fake smile

Saying today I'll make him smile

But as he turns away from me

I lash out

In fear and agony

I see how you are

When other people

Take your hand

And make you happier

Then you have with me

Lately

I try to tell you my fears

But all I can hear

Is how now

You hold no sympathy for me

Just you are annoyed

At the same look you've seen for days

My dried tears

On my face

My red eyes

My dried lips

You look at me in annoyance

When you used to hold me close

You used to tell me its okay

I can feel you slipping away

I close up my feelings

Fake a smile

And say today I'll make him

Happier

Today I'll make him smile

I'll do whatever it takes

Even if I don't have the strength

Here's what I forgot to say

I love you

I miss you

Goodnight