I guess it really is true
It is not some sick joke forced upon me
You really are gone
I didn't know you well
Yet the tears still slide down my face
We all wear black
We all grieve you as your body now lies underground
I really wanted you to see
Me, dressed in white
Something new
Something old
Something borrowed
Something blue
I never thought I wanted you there
It never crossed my mind
Now that you are gone
You were the only person I know I'll miss
In my graduation
You took by the arms
Told me you were proud
To keep going
I brushed it off
Not wanting to overthink it
Now your words
Are the only thing I hear
I saw you yesterday
Walking in when I was walking out
Turns out
It was someone else
I thought I saw you
But now you are gone
Every step I take now
I feel you
I know you are probably watching
Your actual daughters and sons
I know I was not that special
I know you barely thought of me
But as I walk I feel you there
Right beside me
You take my hand
You let me cry
Listening to sad music
As your face still lingers in my mind
Afraid to cry
I don't deserve to cry
For I never said goodbye
I wish I had more time
To tell you I'm sorry
To tell you I love you
To tell you goodbye
You really are gone
I don't want to go
Knowing you are already passed
That you're with God now
But I want you back
Looking back I am not ready
For you to go
Couldn't you have stayed?
Couldn't you have stayed?
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ESTÁS LEYENDO
My Thoughts On Paper
PoesíaHighest Ranking: #1 in Poetry! #1 in Poem! "My Thoughts On Paper" is an ongoing Poem Novel with poems made between the years 2014-2019. Some topics in this Novel are real-life actions and thoughts, while some are made up. This can include abuse, su...