One more hit
Is all I could say
Then I would leave
Like I should have
Yesterday
And the day before
Yet
Here he goes again
Drunken and confused
Yelling at my face
Kicking me down
I cry myself to sleep
Every night
After I bleed
He apologizes in the morning
So I stay and I pray
But nothing's gonna change
Why do you do this to me
Why do you drink
Why do you have to hit me
Why do you apologize
If it's just gonna replay
Replay your games
I should have left the first time
But you seemed so sweet the next day
I stayed
Is it bad
That I can't leave you
After all of this abuse
I cry myself to sleep every night
But nothing's gonna change
At the end of the day
I should just leave
But gathering up all my stuff
I am to blame
I can't turn around and leave you
You need me just as bad as I need you
So one more hit
One more day
I say
I will leave
But every day is just the same
Sorry I can't leave
My heart is killing me
I used to love you
My heart hurts worse than the bruises
When I think back to the days
Where you were
Who you were back then
When was the last time
You looked at me
Like I wasn't just a waste of space
(Song is my inspiration. I have not been a part of an abusive relationship.)
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My Thoughts On Paper
PoezieHighest Ranking: #1 in Poetry! #1 in Poem! "My Thoughts On Paper" is an ongoing Poem Novel with poems made between the years 2014-2019. Some topics in this Novel are real-life actions and thoughts, while some are made up. This can include abuse, su...
