My Thoughts On Paper

Thirtieth Poem: Suicide (Warning)

(A/N Another one of the warning poems for this one deals with major self-harm and suicide. Down below are some helpful lines to call if you need help. Please, if you need help, get it. You deserve to be here as much as I do. 

HELPLINES: 

Suicide: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7) Press 1 for Veterans line

Self Harm: 800-366-8288 for information on seeking help 

Enjoy~)

Darkness

Depression

The devils

On my skin

God, please help me

Before I go

Over the deep end

Slicing skin

And Crying out

This just feels so empty inside

Can't be happy anymore

Lift my body off the floor

My mom is crying

My dad is blaming himself

My sister wants her big sister back

My brother is starting to cry

Notes are Bloody and full of tears

"I didn't want this to happen

But the devil made me sin

Hopefully, God will save me

From the evil within

It's not your fault

Just live life

I couldn't be happy

But you can be happy

I'm in a better place now."

My friends

They all know

I wasn't right

In the head

They wished they tried

Harder than they did

To make me smile

My enemies

They even cry

They say

"I'm a murderer

We told her to do it

We drove her mad

How could we know"

Sooner or later

They found my phone

Loads and Loads of friends

Are grieving her name

Her name is plastered on every wall

But Darkness

Never resides

Darkness and Depression

Depression and Anxiety

One after One

Will make you

Suicide

I will never be good enough

I will never be smart enough

Pretty Enough

My mind will slowly make me

Suicide.

My mom is crying

My dad is blaming himself

My sister wants her big sister back

My brother is starting to cry

Darkness

Depression

The devils

On my skin

God, please help me

Before I go

Over the deep end

Slicing skin

And Crying out

This just feels so empty inside

I know I'm about to

Suicide