Forty-Second Poem: Not Okay

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Wish you knew the truth about me

You call me a liar

I am nothing but a liar

Just my smile

Seems so real

Why talk about my feelings

When they don't mean a thing

I am slowly falling apart

Smiling is becoming so hard

Constantly writing

My goodbyes in my head

Will I do it?

Could I do it?

I don't know

I am nothing but a liar

When I smile

It just seems so fake

I am slowly dying inside

Half dead

And half alive

My heart's still beating

But I cannot feel it

I am so numb

My feelings don't matter

And neither do I

Please tell my sister

And my brother

I am sorry

I wish could have been

A better sibling

Tell my friends

That it is not their fault

Tell them it was easier this way

You asked me

If I was okay

My eyes filled with tears

And I looked the other way

I am not okay

I am nothing but a liar

A stranger in my skin

My laugh feels hollow

My smile seems fake

Who will ever love

The broken vase?

Don't come close

I will cut you

With my words and

I'll ignore you

Spare you the pain

Please just leave me

I won't be here for long

You won't miss me I swear

So please

Leave me

Please go away

You asked me

If I was okay

My eyes filled with tears

And I looked the other way

I am not okay

Who will ever love

The broken vase?

I am nothing but a liar

Just my smile

Seems so real

Wish you knew the truth about me

Know that I am

Not okay  

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