My Thoughts On Paper

For Nothing

I sit here

In silence

There for you

Always

Then you leave me

Go with other people

You leave

Without telling me you love me

I have to tell you I'm upset

For you to realize that it's wrong

Then you try to reach out

But I am already scorned

You call me

I decline it

You say you're sorry

I fold my arms

I want to be mad

Then you get upset

Then I apologize

Inside I am fuming

Inside I am hurt

All the thoughts inside of me

I don't wanna be mean

I'm trying to be me

I am trying to be there

When you push me away

Is this how it is going to be?

You smiling

While I sit in the dark

I wait for you to be available

Then the time goes to other people

When I waited all-day

For nothing

I sit in silence

Waiting

For nothing