My Thoughts On Paper

Twenty-First Poem: Why Wasn't I Enough

(A/N ONE HUNDRED AND TWENTY-FIVE READS GUYS!? HOLY MOLY and of course Enjoy~)

Why wasn't I enough?

I ask my friends

They say

You didn't do anything

But why do I still feel this way?

Was she prettier?

Was she skinnier?

Funnier?

Could she make you smile more than me

I had to do something!

I had to make you frown

Was I too loving?

Did I hold you too close?

Was it the fact that I had been

In other relationships?

Oh please tell me

What I did wrong

Did I get a bit too close?

Did I fall too hard?

If I told you I loved you

I meant it

I did

But did you?

Did you think that you had to?

I'm sorry

But I need to know

What did I do?

What did I do wrong?

When I yelled

I felt relieved

Finally,

You knew how I felt

Though it seemed

It reached deaf ears

For you continued

And continued

To hurt me

Was I too loving?

Did I hold you too close?

Did I scare you?

Why wasn't I enough?