People ask me all the time
What do I want?
From Life?
From You?
From family?
For a job?
A career?
I don't know
Here you are
Making plans
Hurts my heart
I'll have to leave something behind
It sounds nice
It sounds like an adventure
Who to leave?
What to leave?
What do I want for me?
I want you
Can't stand to not be with you
I want my family
The comfort of their love
Their blessings
I tried to shut it out
Just work and pay my bills
Now the future is staring at me
Shaking me by the shoulders
A headache has formed
Right above my eye
I don't know what to do
A future I can't see
Two paths in front of me
With very different roads
Maybe I won't have to choose
Maybe it will work out
But maybe if I have to
Love or Family?
A future with a family
Or a past filled with family
What to choose?
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My Thoughts On Paper
PoetryHighest Ranking: #1 in Poetry! #1 in Poem! "My Thoughts On Paper" is an ongoing Poem Novel with poems made between the years 2014-2019. Some topics in this Novel are real-life actions and thoughts, while some are made up. This can include abuse, su...