Nothing happened
I was sitting there
On my phone
Content
Then
The uncomfortable
Heat
Ache
Flared in my chest
It felt heavy
Like a weight
Just rested on my chest
I took a deep breath in
Confused
Looking around
Nothing had changed
I felt my heartbeat quicken
I had to leave
But i was rooted
Stuck in the swaying motion
Of the rocking chair
Deer caught in headlights
Inside i was panicking
Outside i was fine
I was cool
Collected
Hiding my feelings
Same as the years behind me
When will it change?
When will it stop?
When the car finally hits?
Will I be able to get up again?
What happens in the future?
Regretting the past
Everyone is out to get me
Nobody cares
I'm all alone
Deep breath
In and out
I am calm
The weight is lifted
The weight is gone
Until another time
When nothing happened.
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My Thoughts On Paper
PoetryHighest Ranking: #1 in Poetry! #1 in Poem! "My Thoughts On Paper" is an ongoing Poem Novel with poems made between the years 2014-2019. Some topics in this Novel are real-life actions and thoughts, while some are made up. This can include abuse, su...