My Thoughts On Paper

Seventh Poem: Shouldn't Have

You laugh

While I cry

I guess that's just

the reason why

Why am I so angry

Why am I back here

Where did the fun go

You never gave a

damn about me

I was just a toy

Can't you see

You say I can trust you

But trusting you

Is like trusting

you'll be okay

after a bullet to the heart

They say you'll be okay

but you're fading fast

They call me jealous

I'm just angry

After the lies, you told me

So go ahead and have your laugh

You fooled me

I admit that

Have a good life

Without me by your side

I shouldn't have trusted you

I should have stayed away

Should not have made the move

To ask you why

For all that came out

Were spit and lies

Leave me be

Leave me alone

For I cannot feel this way

While you laugh

When I cry