I fell
So hard
It was no surprise
I fell
So hard
For all your lies
It's crazy
When you're in the deep end
Can't feel the floor
So you have to pretend
That you're fine
Your gonna float by
You took me by the shoulders and you shoved me down
No way to go
But under the water
You held me till I couldn't breathe
I felt this way
When I was with you
But still
I didn't let go
You had me by the heart
You squeezed it so
I wouldn't forget
I fell
So hard
Over the cliff
I just wanted you to catch me
You made no effort to
When I reached the bottom
I was on my knees
They started bleeding
I had nothing to stop it
So I laid there and weeped
So long
I was there
Trapped in your hold
Until I finally had enough
I tried to climb the walls
There were times that I fell again
Till I realized
I had to get out
You had to get out of my head
It felt like it took forever
I finally reached the top of the walls
I crawled out
I made it out
I never screamed so loud
My heart is broken
I will fix it
I will build up the walls
So if another guy comes
He won't make me fall
I fell
So hard
For your stupid games
I fell
So hard
For the lies you gave
Now I'm over it
I can't complain
I did it by myself
It won't happen again.
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My Thoughts On Paper
PoetryHighest Ranking: #1 in Poetry! #1 in Poem! "My Thoughts On Paper" is an ongoing Poem Novel with poems made between the years 2014-2019. Some topics in this Novel are real-life actions and thoughts, while some are made up. This can include abuse, su...