My Thoughts On Paper

I Fell So Hard

I fell

So hard

It was no surprise

I fell

So hard

For all your lies

It's crazy

When you're in the deep end

Can't feel the floor

So you have to pretend

That you're fine

Your gonna float by

You took me by the shoulders and you shoved me down

No way to go

But under the water

You held me till I couldn't breathe

I felt this way

When I was with you

But still

I didn't let go

You had me by the heart

You squeezed it so

I wouldn't forget

I fell

So hard

Over the cliff

I just wanted you to catch me

You made no effort to

When I reached the bottom

I was on my knees

They started bleeding

I had nothing to stop it

So I laid there and weeped

So long

I was there

Trapped in your hold

Until I finally had enough

I tried to climb the walls

There were times that I fell again

Till I realized

I had to get out

You had to get out of my head

It felt like it took forever

I finally reached the top of the walls

I crawled out

I made it out

I never screamed so loud

My heart is broken

I will fix it

I will build up the walls

So if another guy comes

He won't make me fall

I fell

So hard

For your stupid games

I fell

So hard

For the lies you gave

Now I'm over it

I can't complain

I did it by myself

It won't happen again.