My Thoughts On Paper

Forty-Third Poem: Struggling

I'm struggling

I'm crying

I'm slowly dying

Inside

I want the pain to go away

I want to sleep for days

I want someone to hold me close

Tell me it's okay

You say you're being honest

Truth hurts

But so do your words

They say

Words will never hurt me

But I think about them

Think that they are true

I ignore the good vibes

And settle on the bad

Why did you have to do that

Keep my heart

Its broken

Keep my mind

Its dumb

I can't look in the mirror

Without hating myself

I want to punch the wall

Crash My car

Like you crushed my spirit

You knew I was vulnerable

You just had to take action

You saw at my weakest

Then you drew the final blow

Are you Happy now?

Proud of what you said?

I'll go ahead and say this

You broke me

Be Happy

Cause I can't

Anymore

Things were finally looking up

Then you had to take it away

Keep my heart

Its broken

Keep my mind

Its dumb

I'm struggling

I'm crying

I'm slowly dying

Inside

You saw me at my weakest

Then you drew the final blow