My Thoughts On Paper

Fourteenth Poem: Hope

(A/N One of the poems that really described how I felt when I let depression really eat at me. Enjoy~)

Hope

Something

People want

While other people need

You gave me hope

For you never said no

You accepted it

But now

My heart is heavy

Full of rejection

With just a few words I was broken

How am I so weak

So frail

My heart is in pieces

Like I knew it would

Why am I so broken?

I hate myself

Who would ever love

Who would ever want me

I can't imagine

Someone smiling

Cause of me

I can't imagine

Someone thinking of me

Before they go to bed

And when they wake

They think of me

and smile.

But this is just a dream

This is something that will never happen

I am too broken

For someone to fix me

I need to stand on my own

But my knees

Are far too weak

So I cling to my hope

And I cling to my sanity

I have hope

And that all

I will have