Rip my hair
All in pieces
Till my head is bleeding
Punch my mirror
Till the Image cracks
Like the image of my heart
I don't know
What is wrong with me
How can you stand to be with me
When I stand inside the dark
Shadows moving effortlessly
They grab my hand
Pull me further to the Unknown
You, my light,
Save me like a knight
I'm down on my knees
Gasping, can't breathe
Nails scratching at my throat
Forcing this hand off of me
I just want to scream
In a quiet neighborhood
So everyone can hear my pain
Shatter
I am shattered
Beyond repair
You can try
You can borrow my time
I won't reply
Why am I a jerk
Worried you will leave me
Thoughts are scaring me
Doubts are misguiding me
Save me
How do I reply
You text
You call
I stare at the screen
Hearing it all
Over and over
Too much to say
I never get the time
I could never get it out
With you
I am tongue-tied
No more excuses
Do what you do
I am nothing
Worthless
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My Thoughts On Paper
PoetryHighest Ranking: #1 in Poetry! #1 in Poem! "My Thoughts On Paper" is an ongoing Poem Novel with poems made between the years 2014-2019. Some topics in this Novel are real-life actions and thoughts, while some are made up. This can include abuse, su...