My Thoughts On Paper

Thirteenth Poem: Numb

(A/N Slight cursing..sorry. Enjoy~)

I need to punch something

The walls just ain't enough

To satisfy the anger I feel in my heart

Oh

I just want numbness

I hate this pain I'm feeling

I need something to make this pain go away

One of these days

He is gonna be

The Death of me

one of these days

I'm gonna give up

One of these days

I'm not gonna give a fuck

I just don't want you to leave

But if a breaks what you want

Then that's what you'll get

I'm done with this aggravation

I want nothing else than this numbness

Heart can't you stop beating?

Brain can you stop mumbling?

Just for tonight

I want to feel numb

Take this edge off I don't need it

Take the edge off I don't want it

So go ahead and beat me up

Heaven knows I have had enough

I want to just go to sleep

Tell me baby is this what you need?

One of these days I'm gonna give up

One of these days I'm not gonna give a fuck

But for tonight

Just for tonight

I just want to feel

Numb