My Thoughts On Paper

Rush

(Please see the A/N at the bottom for news!) 

Rush

Why am I rushing

I have my whole life

Rushing

Through the relations

Wishing time away

Though moments I wish would stay

I know I can die

At any given moment

But rushing

Is stressing

When do I move out

When do I get married

When do I have kids

Is this what I want

Is this what I need

Someone needs to guide me

I'm pushing boundaries

I waste no time

I love every minute

Time is flying by

Where did the days go?

The weeks go?

The months, the years?

I am getting older

Responsibilities

Relationships

And Family

Pressure is building

Where is my happiness

My shoulders are crushing

My smile seems fake

My frown forever holding

I'm in the light

But darkness is there

I need to rush

I love the rush

For when I am slow

The moment is gone

The smile is gone

The time is gone

(A/N hello peoples! It is I! I know I don't put a lot of A/Ns down here but this is exciting news! I know most of my reads do not follow my profile but this is more good news for only this book. So, I have submitted this book for the WattyAwards2019! This is the first official contest I have ever entered for my poetry and honestly, I am quite scared and don't know how to feel about it. Please pray for me and even if I do not win, I will continue to upload. Writing is the one thing I think I am decent at and a lot of people seem to relate/like them! Wish me luck!)