I'm here
Standing on the sidelines
Watching it go from
Sunset
To dark
My chest is aching
With a pain
I haven't felt
In a while
I want to move
But my chest is heavy
I want to cry
My eyes are too dry
I take a breath in
It felt so hard
My fingers are weak
I can't feel them
When I ball my hands
Into fists
Nail protruding
Into my skin
But I am so numb
I can't explain
I want to scream
I want to break things
But I am stuck
In this seat
Silently
I am tense
But my body is weightless
Yet heavy
So I cannot move
What can I do?
To not be standing here
Waiting
Craving
Driving myself
Insane
I just want to be fine
I want to be like you
No caring
Knowing that I'll be there
While you care for everyone else
I guess I will be
On the sidelines
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My Thoughts On Paper
ПоезіяHighest Ranking: #1 in Poetry! #1 in Poem! "My Thoughts On Paper" is an ongoing Poem Novel with poems made between the years 2014-2019. Some topics in this Novel are real-life actions and thoughts, while some are made up. This can include abuse, su...
