My Thoughts On Paper

Fifteenth Poem: I can't Believe

I can't believe

That you did this to me

You made me fall

Swept the rug 

Right under my feet

I guess I deserved it

I have always been sensitive

I gave you my heart

Poured my soul to you

Every hug

Every time I said

I loved you

I meant it

Then you're gonna go

And break my heart

You said you wouldn't

Then you go and do it over again

I can't fix a broken mirror

I can hardly see my reflection

Can't fix it

Without

Hurting 

Myself

I need you to help me

Be my gloves

That I need to pick up the pieces

You were the Adam to my Eve

My Aladdin to my Jasmine

I hate you

I fell for you

You hurt me

I hate me

I can't be

This person anymore

Oh

I hate my reflection

I hate the cuts on my wrists

But it feels so good

Takes the pain away

My friends try to help me

But they only make it worse

So I'll stay in my room

And be lonely

Cause it is better when I'm alone

I hate you

I loved you

You took the pain away

I can't believe

You did this

To me