I don't know what to think
I don't understand
So long together
So much effort
So much time
My best friend
Ring on my finger
The future is so open and endless
With you by my side
Then you say you don't know
I feel so broken
So confused
I know what I want
Why don't you?
You say you love me
Happily talk of our future
Then turn
Turn into someone
I don't know
Say you have issues
Of commitment
I'm running
Far away
Towards the future
The unknown
But I am fine
Thinking you are beside me
And I turn around
I don't see you
I left you behind
Without knowing
I sit on the side
My eyes face the road behind me
Waiting
For you
For you to decide you want me too
For you to accept me as I am
As I accept you
I don't stay
For the fun
I want you
To be my forever
But is hanging on
Hurting more than leaving?
They tell me it's not worth it
For someone who loved me
Would know
And want to be with me
Would want to work out the issues
Our depression
Our issues
A black hole
Sucking us in until we break
Find someone who would never say the things you say
Find someone who respects me
As you respect your friends
Why am I different?
That I will let you walk over me as I have
Sorry
Sorry
Sorry
You say
Sorry loses its meaning
With so many issues
Piling into mountains
And all I ask is the respect you give to strangers
Am I a fool
For staying with you
For staying with someone
With commitment issues
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My Thoughts On Paper
שיריםHighest Ranking: #1 in Poetry! #1 in Poem! "My Thoughts On Paper" is an ongoing Poem Novel with poems made between the years 2014-2019. Some topics in this Novel are real-life actions and thoughts, while some are made up. This can include abuse, su...
