I'm not gonna say I
Haven't thought about it
I've been on the low
Emotional
Who can I turn to?
They just want to give me advice
I don't wanna hear
I feel like I'm underwater
It's been so long
Since I felt this way
I was so used
To the fresh air
I had taken in
When I started to see
Colors at their brightest
Now I am just tired
Wondering
Stuck
Pounding on the walls
Just wanting to be wanted
The numbness returning
Like an old friend
Like it never left
Coming up for air
Waves just crash me back down
So tired of trying
I wanna be like them
To be happy to be happy
To not fake a smile everywhere I go
I close my eyes
I'm standing on a bridge
The world slowly turning
I know the bridge
I know its name
I would never
I don't think
I've been on the low
Where is the real me?
I'm not gonna say I
Haven't thought about it
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My Thoughts On Paper
الشعرHighest Ranking: #1 in Poetry! #1 in Poem! "My Thoughts On Paper" is an ongoing Poem Novel with poems made between the years 2014-2019. Some topics in this Novel are real-life actions and thoughts, while some are made up. This can include abuse, su...