Haven't Thought About It

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I'm not gonna say I

Haven't thought about it

I've been on the low

Emotional

Who can I turn to?

They just want to give me advice

I don't wanna hear

I feel like I'm underwater

It's been so long

Since I felt this way

I was so used

To the fresh air

I had taken in

When I started to see

Colors at their brightest

Now I am just tired

Wondering

Stuck

Pounding on the walls

Just wanting to be wanted

The numbness returning

Like an old friend

Like it never left

Coming up for air

Waves just crash me back down

So tired of trying

I wanna be like them

To be happy to be happy

To not fake a smile everywhere I go

I close my eyes

I'm standing on a bridge

The world slowly turning

I know the bridge

I know its name

I would never

I don't think

I've been on the low

Where is the real me?

I'm not gonna say I

Haven't thought about it

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