I like to think I'm somewhat better
The darkness around me
Seems lessened somehow
I'm picking myself up
Slowly
This dirt between my fingers
Linger
As I try to
Climb out of this hole
I dug myself into
Do you know how hard
It is
Battling against your own thoughts
A war that may never stop
My thoughts are my enemy
They are supposed to help me
Instead, they say
I'm not worth anything
They send me pictures of myself
Lying on the floor
My thoughts are my enemy
I feel like a villain in my own story
With everyone around me
Is against me
They want to hurt me
They laugh at my pain
They wanna see me suffer
How could they not?
When it's me and my thoughts
If it is me against me
Wouldnt everyone be too?
I don't believe when someone says
They are there if need be
Save me from myself
I need someone to take my hand
Lift me up
But no one is around
No one can help me
I must go on by myself
Cause only I
Can wield the sword
I may have lost this battle before
But I will win this war
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My Thoughts On Paper
PoetryHighest Ranking: #1 in Poetry! #1 in Poem! "My Thoughts On Paper" is an ongoing Poem Novel with poems made between the years 2014-2019. Some topics in this Novel are real-life actions and thoughts, while some are made up. This can include abuse, su...
