My Thoughts On Paper

Twenty-Second Poem:

Thank you

For helping me

For being there

From all the laughs

To the times I have cried

I have been having this feeling lately

That these are my last days

I may be wrong

I may be right

So this is my thank you

To you

You may not want to read this

Say

I have heard this all before

Or not even care

I feel so selfish

I feel so helpless

I want to ask for help

But I do not know you

I cry while you play

Knowing at some point

We will go

Our separate ways

You will stop playing

We will stop watching

I will be alone

Once again

I know sometimes I get a little angry

I know I get a little strange

I know some things happen

That make us not ourselves

But we had always overcome them

The next day was okay

You have no idea

What a little conversation

can do to someone

My heart hurts

Just knowing

You will go away

I just want to say thank you

Again and again

Please don't think I'm stupid

I promise I'm not crazy

you know I'm depressed

But you know I am right

So go ahead and

Shake your head

Go ahead

And tell me I'm wrong

But one of these days

You are gonna look back and

Find out

That I was right

So I am gonna say thank you today

Since I cannot promise tomorrow

I have not known you for long

But I think of you as my family

So thank you