Memories
Laid out in front of me
Playing like a movie screen
You left me
When you promised you would not
Was I never good enough
I was never ready
When you were too willing
I may have moved on
Yet, my heart still skips
I slap myself
Shake my head
Pull out my hair
Wonder why?!
Just why are you still there
Why are they still playing
Why is your name still
In my head
The mention of you
Has me scared
The mention of you
Has me tortured in my own body and soul
How could you
How can you still be there
As if you are some magnet to my heart
I can pull and push
But you are always back again
He is so much better than you
He makes me happy
I am happy with him
Going slower than we did
I am still not ready
Yet I still think of you
I want to forget you
I want to forget what we had
So I can move on
You are always there
Please go away
Let me forget
Let me be free of your name
Before I suffer more
Then I already have
Leave me be
Set me free
My heart cannot take you
Anymore
It is breaking
Stay out of my dreams
Stay out of my mind
Get out of my heart!
So I can move on with him
Set me free Leave me be
So I can be
With Him
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My Thoughts On Paper
PoetryHighest Ranking: #1 in Poetry! #1 in Poem! "My Thoughts On Paper" is an ongoing Poem Novel with poems made between the years 2014-2019. Some topics in this Novel are real-life actions and thoughts, while some are made up. This can include abuse, su...
