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I wake up to the sound of rain and slowly peel open my eyes, realizing I'm in my room at Harry's house.
I quickly peel off the messy sheets and hurry to the bathroom.
I was horrified by the person on the mirror.
My cheeks are streaked with tears, messy hair and bloodshot eyes.
With that image fresh in my mind I turn the warm water on in the shower and strip of my clothes, getting in.
As the water hits my body, I come into reality of last night.
All I can think of is the words he said to me.
That I was the only one.
All I can see is his eyes.
I can still hear is his deep, raspy voice.
And I remember me screaming at him.
And me crying.
But at the end of it all, the main thing I remember is him telling me I was always the one.
And it just made me mad.
Because it made me love him.
But I couldn't.
I wouldn't.
No matter how bad I wanted to.
With the thoughts in my mind, I rinsed off and got out.
And began to dry off, after that I walked to the closet and simply threw on sweats, a hoodie and hurried downstairs.
I really needed to talk to Harry.
And as soon as I got to the living room I'm greeted by him, and his arm around.
Taylor.
Are you fucking serious?
"Char-"
I don't even bother to listen to his plead, and run up the stairs and into my room.
Slamming the door, I lock it and lean against it.
Sinking to the floor, I hear his footsteps and peak under the door seeing Harry's bare feet.
"Let me expla-" I cut him off with a harsh, "Save it."
I mean I wasn't pissed at him, I was just upset.
But as I hear his footsteps walking away, I feel the anger boil up.
He was such a coward.
He had some nerve to-
His footsteps comes back, and he sits at the door.
After a few moments his finger slides under the door with an upside down frowny face scribbled on it.
A small smile takes over my lips.
I toughen my voice up, "It's upside down you dumbass."
He pulls it back and after a minute it slides back under with a right side up frowny face.
"That's stupid." I remark.
"Oh you know you love it.." He coos, and begins to wiggle his finger. Making it 'dance'.
A laugh explodes from me, and he pauses.
"Was that a laugh?" He asks.
"What are you talking about?" I ask, dumbly.
"Oh don't play dumb Char." He says, pulling his finger back.
The same finger appears again with another finger that has a Smiley face scribbled on it.
I laugh once more as he wiggles them.
This was retarded.
"I really wish I didn't love someone so-"
I cut myself off.
I just said I loved him.
No.
After a few moments Harry mumbles, "Charlotte. It's okay."
I stand up and recover myself.
I wasn't just going to let myself fall for him again.
Because he wouldn't catch me.
"Goodnight Harry."
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