lust // h.s.

Broken Promises

Should I sneak peak my new fanfic? Yay or nay? x

(btw this is a shorty again, I can only write long ones in groups of 2 aha)

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(4 days later)

I'd ignored Harry these last few days.

Not because I wanted to.

I needed to.

I couldn't crawl back to him like all those times before, and I wouldn't.

And he hadn't ended things with Taylor.

Not like I cared.

As I stop thinking about that, I crawl into my bed and pull the covers around me snugly.

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I do care.

That thought stays in my mind as I've been trying to fall asleep these few hours.

I do care.

All I can think about is Harry and Taylor together.

Who blames him?

She's everything I'm not,

Skinny, pretty, petite, tall.

And she would do what Harry said.

I'm basically saying, she's easy as pie.

Unlike me, she's probably seduced Harry millions of times.

While the most intimate I've gotten was a little finger action.

Just imagining them together-

Why did he have to help me when I was in the alley that day?

I'd be better dead.

I swear.

And that night I met him.

I can still remember it exactly.

I'd gone to a party, and we ran into Louis, Liam, Zayn, Niall.

And Harry.

I remember when he looked me in the eye.

I felt something start at the pit of my stomach, and it wasn't right.

But the way be positioned himself made me rethink.

And then he opened his mouth and I hated him.

He treated Mia like shit.

Mia.

I wonder how she was,

Where she was.

I flashback to the day when she became Aiden's 'property'.

If there was a bigger dick than Harry, it was Aiden.

I really just hope she was okay.

But I instantly begin to think about Harry.

That dick.

I felt myself quickly getting tired as sleep snuck up on me.

It snuck up quick and swift.

And I let it.

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My body gets lifted up and into strong arms.

I moaned softly, still half a sleep.

They slowly pushed my head into there shoulder, preventing me from seeing.

As reality set in, I opened my mouth preparing to let out a sharp scream.

And with that a large hand covers my mouth.