lust // h.s.

Falling

Should I publish The Girl With The Camera tonight?

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[should I make Char and Harry uhm get intimate? If you understand what I'm asking.]

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Waking up in Harry's arms was the best feeling in the world.

He made me feel so safe.

I think it was because he was 19 and I was 17, since he was older he made me feel like nothing could hurt me.

Nothing at all.

And after not even touching him over 2 months made it feel even better.

Though I knew that I was hear because he feared for my safety, I still felt like the safest girl in the world.

As I opened up my eyes, I saw Harry looking down at me longfully.

I felt a blush creep onto my cheeks quickly.

"Goodmorning." He said in a deep, raspy morning voice I've come to know.

I nuzzle my head into his chest, like the fool I am.

I shouldn't just let him.

But I did.

He was just so capable of making me do things by a simple touch.

That dick.

He slowly slides his hand up the back of my shirt, rubbing my upper back.

"Remember the first day we met?" He asks, and I can feel him smiling.

"How could I possibly forget?" I mumble into him.

"You were so annoyed with me." He says with a chuckle.

"I still am." I say, smiling into him.

"Oh really?" He asks, moving his hand in circles on my back.

"You were so cocky you could've been a chicken."

"What?" He asks laughing.

"That was a really corny comeback." I say, laughing into his chest.

"Was that even a comeback?" He asks, cockily.

"There it is again.."

Laughs engulf the room from us.

This is the Harry I fell in love with.

The one who laughed at the stupidest things.

Smiled at me no matter what.

It was him.

As the laughing calmed down, he spoke up.

"Can I ask you something?"

"Sure,I guess?" I ask, pulling away from his chest.

"..Why were you going to jump?" He asks, looking down at me.

I waited a moment, and put my head back into his chest. Harry's fingertips tilt my chin up quickly.

"I don't know." I lie quickly.

"Just tell me Char." He pleads.

I slowly bite down on my lip, looking up at him.

"I didn't think you, or anyone cared anymore. You didn't act like I ment anything to you. So I thought I'd be better dead, then alive and annoying."

His eyes scan mine.

"I care Charlotte. I always will."

I just look at him.

"And you were never annoying, I was just to much of a dick to realize I was ignoring the person I loved."

"Your just saying that." I remark quickly.

Silence passes between us.

"I'm really sorry. And I know that things won't be the same between us after I did some things. But you know that I love you, and no matter what I wont let anyone hurt you. Because I know what I did, hurt you more than anyone else could."

As he said that, I felt myself fall again.

I just hope he would catch me.