Camp 002 - K.TH ✔️

(S2) Chapter 17 - Not Right

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He held you to bed that night. Neither of you said a word, only the warmth sealing the two of you. It was already 2 hours after you saw him cry, after he tried to hide himself from you. 2 hours since you broke all over again, since you pleaded with him to tell you what you could do, what could you do?

The only thing he did was pull you on the bed and Laid your head onto his shoulder. Covering the blanket over the two of you, and silence has accompanied the two of you once again.

Your hand rested on his stomach as his arm had strung itself around your body, keeping you close. His other hand was tracing lines in the walls and playing with your hair, you dared to look at him, you had become terrified of what he would do.

You can feel his eyes scanning the marks on your neck, and you felt pain prick at your eyes, you swear you can still feel the pain that you went through yesterday, you could feel his grip, his threatening voice, his angry and threatening expression-

"Love?" Your breath catches, you look over at him, you didn't notice that he was closer to you, his lips on your cheek. You feel him place a small kiss there, and his head nuzzles against yours. Time slows down, you can see his eyes pierce yours, his warm chocolate eyes illuminating the dark room.

"Hmm?" You hum, not being able to speak at all, you can only listen

"I need us to talk, the silence is killing me. And I can't handle you feeling so stiff next to me, i hate it." He practically demands, it gave you chills. It was weird for him to be this.. way with you. He never showed this side of him. He was always your warm boy.

Now you could see dark in his eyes.

"We should talk, I feel as if the two of us are disconnected than ever. " he says with the same tone.

"What would you like to-"

"No, tell me what you want to tell me that I don't know, if we ask questions that will only make it harder for us to know eachother." He tugs at your hair, twisting it around his finger, his body on its side to where his head rested on top of yours and his arm rested on your chest.

"Okay- I don't know what to talk about-" there is so much to talk about y/n.

"I'll start first, you weren't the reason I cried earlier, you only made me think of something in the past that made me do so." You feel your heart burst. You turn to face him, shifting your body fully onto your stomach, his eyes watch you as you came closer to him.

"What are you talking about?" You whisper, he lets out a sad smile.

"Tae- what happened? You can tell me" you say, your hand instinctively gripping his. He shifts his body and you can see him gulp, you just stayed still, not trying to push it or rush him.

"Sohyun and I- we never had a perfect relationship, we fought, we forgived then we fought again." He sighs "I had so many reasons to break up with her, many. But I was so.. stuck- stuck in this mindset that she was the one, that it was a normal relationship- she gave me things that nobody else would, she gave me hope. But it was fake, she kept me tied to hope that would never become real. It only took 5 Years apart and you to show me what real is. It took me to fall in love again to know that it wasn't meant to be." He bites his cheek, you only feel empty, you absorb all this new information into your mind, it was painful, you always thought they were perfect- she looked so nice and innocent a few months ago.

"She even cheated on me once, Jungkook told me, I accused her of it, she never told me who, or admitted it. She only dismissed the idea" you can fee heat reaching your ears.

She would cheat on him? How? How can you do that to someone? How can you hurt someone? How-

His hand caressed your cheek, taking your attention to him. You can see that he was still deeply affected by it, you can see how what he saw on you, reminded him of that.

Yet you felt more anger towards the girl in the moment.

"Y/n, I'm over it now. It's the past, let's move on."

"Move on? Tae, she cheated on you? How could she do that?! Why would she ever do that to-" He shushes you by placing his lips on yours, you freeze, you can feel his hand slip behind your neck, his fingers tangle in your hair.

For a moment you forget what you were saying, what you were thinking, what was happening.

His lips stay on yours for a few seconds, but it felt like minutes, hundreds of seconds until you were set free.

When he pulled away slightly he kept his eyes closed. While yours had remained open, watching him closely.

"Tae, it's not right." You whisper. He only sighs and nuzzles his head against your chest.

"I know, it's over now. I don't want to think of it anymore." You bite your lip, your mind on fire with thoughts.

"Let's sleep okay? I'm exhausted and I feel like my head is going to implode." He sighs and snuggles into you, arms suddenly flipping you onto his chest, you head perfectly placed on his shoulder, your lips close to his neck.

"Goodnight Tae." You mumble into his ear before kissing it softly as he mumbles the same words back

"Goodnight my love."

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I flip over in my bed, struggling to forget.

I close my eyes tightly, forcing the thoughts to be controlled.

But yet her name was still ringing in my ears.

Nova... I'm sorry.