Different worlds ~Ondreaz Lopez~

supalonely

When I wake up, I look at my watch. It is half past six, but as I have now woken up for the third time, I decide to get up. I sneak into the bathroom and change my clothes. After putting on my make-up, I leave the room and go to the kitchen. I clean up a little of last night's chaos and grab an apple afterwards.

It's now 7:30. I sit down on the terrace and take out my phone. "Are you up yet?" I'm writing to Ondreaz. His answer comes faster than I expected. "Yes, our flight back is in an hour. Are you okay?" I call him. "Hey, what are you doing up? You're not leaving till noon, right?" Ondreaz calls. "I couldn't sleep" Ondreaz sighs. "Why?" "I still feel bad about yesterday. I'm sorry I was such a bitch." "Oh Nike, you don't have to feel guilty. It all went a bit stupid, but it was mostly my fault, so don't worry about it. We have to go through the check-in now. We'll talk when you get back" "oh ok, I love you" "I love you too, Nike. I'm looking forward to seeing you again later, I miss you" I have to smile. "I miss you too"

I'm hanging up and going back into the house. "Up already?" Kyan smiles at me. "Couldn't sleep and just got off the phone with my boyfriend" I mumble. "Oh...right, your boyfriend. Are you okay, or did I seem worse?" I shake my head. "It's all right, don't worry about it" I look at him and we both suddenly have to laugh. "That was fun, what we did yesterday" i nod my head agreeing

William comes to us. "Good morning, you two" we both wish him a good morning "Well, what were you two doing in the basement yesterday? recording a song?" Kyan and I look away embarrassed. "We're sorry, William. We were a little wired" I smile insecurely. "Come on, you guys are here to be creative, so you're welcome to record songs. May I hear it?" Kyan and I look at each other startled. "I don't know if that's such a good idea." Kyan looks nervously at William. He laughs and finally convinces us to get the laptop. Shortly afterwards our song comes on.
"I know I fucked up, I'm just a loser
Shouldn't be with ya, guess I'm a quitter
While you're out there drinkin', I'm just here thinkin'
'Bout where I should've been
I've been lonely, mm, ah, yeah
Water pouring down from the ceilin'
I knew this would happen, still hard to believe it
Maybe I'm dramatic, I don't wanna seem it
I don't wanna panic
I'm a sad girl, in this big world
It's a mad world
All of my friends know what's happened
You're a bad thing (ah!)
I know I fucked up, I'm just a loser
Shouldn't be with ya, guess I'm a quitter
While you're out there drinkin', I'm just here thinkin'
'Bout where I should've been
I've been lonely, mm, ah, yeah
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la
Lonely (I'm a lonely bitch)
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la
Lonely (super lonely)
Now I'm in the bathtub, cryin'
Think I'm slowly sinking, bubbles in my eyes
Now, maybe I'm just dreamin'
Now I'm in the sad club, just tryna get a backrub (lonely)
I'm a sad girl, in this big world
It's a mad world
All of my friends know what's happened
You're a bad thing
I know I fucked up (fucked up), I'm just a loser (loser)
Shouldn't be with ya (with ya), guess I'm a quitter (quitter)
While you're out there drinkin' (drinkin'), I'm just here thinkin'
'Bout where I should've been (where I should've been)
I've been lonely, mm, ah, yeah
La-la-la-la (woo), la-la-la-la
Lonely (I'm a lonely bitch)
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la
Lonely (super lonely)
I loathe romancing in itself yea I'd be damned to try
I'm only dancing by myself so I don't slam my Irish buck
Compostable cups B-B-Benee I can't stress this enough
I would hate to mess things up
But my boogie still stays restless as fuck, yeah
I know I fucked up, I'm just a loser
Shouldn't be with ya, guess I'm a quitter
While you're out there drinkin', I'm just here thinkin'
'Bout where I should've been
I've been lonely, mm, ah, yeah
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la (la, la-la-la, la-la-la, la-la)
Lonely (I'm a lonely bitch) (la, la-la-la, la-la-la, la-la)
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la (la, la-la-la, la-la-la, la-la)
Lonely (super lonely) (lonely)
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la (I've been lonely, I've been lonely)
Lonely (I've been lonely, by the way)
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la (la, la-la-la, la-la-la, la-la)
Lonely (I've been lonely)"

"Well, that was just for fun," I laugh. "Unbelievable" William shakes his head. "That bad?" Kyan looks at me nervously. "No, it's good, really good. You wrote that drunk and sang it?" I feel caught and I notice I'm blushing. "Uhh" Kyan next to me doesn't seem any different. "Come on, you really think we didn't notice you were drunk? That's a great song." William laughs. "Well, if you like the song, we can record it again. Without the laughs and noises" Kyan smiles at me.

"No, no, I'd leave it just like that! Those sounds kind of make it good!" William smiles at both of us. "Uhh ok, yeah we can leave it too" "well, Kyan, can you send me the song? I'd like to play it for the boss. This song has potential to be your first single released" Kyan and I look at each other speechless. "seriously?" Kyan seems skeptical. "I'm totally serious!"