It was not easy to keep things to yourself. Losing sight of your goals and losing your will to live---mahirap para sa 'kin 'yon. Lalo na't minsan ko nang ninais na kitilin ang buhay ko. Residing in Korea changed me this much. Naabot ko ang mga pangarap ko. It was not easy dahil lahat kami ay magagaling. One wrong move and your chance to be an idol will be in vain. Hindi mo malaman kung sinong mapipili. Nakilala ko rin ang lalaking ipinadama sa 'kin na mahal ako ng mga tao. He was the one who said that taking my own life will never be the solution. He was right. He never left me but when he did---it was for the best, for us. Kahit na masakit, wala akong nagawa. When I knew what my position was, lalong naging mahirap ang lahat. I reached my dreams and against all odds talaga. May mga bagay na hindi nabago at hindi mababago. I witnessed how terrible things happened. Kahit na gano'n ang nangyari sa 'kin noon, minahal pa rin ako ng taong mahal ko. There are ups and downs in our lives and in our situation dahil sa positions namin pero it was not a hindrance to what we have. Our love made us stronger and we fought against all odds. EXO Fanfiction • Filipino [ COMPLETED ] + 2 sidestories 2014 | Original story by HiRanSsi
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