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Four years and i still cry sometimes First love never die Long time no see, long time wondering What you were doing, who you were seeing I wish i could go back to it
First love never die by,
Soko
✧・゚: *✧・゚:* *:・゚✧*:・゚✧
.・゜゜・ ・゜゜・. 。・゚゚・ ・゚゚・。
Welcome to Paper & Ink volume two,
✧・゚: *✧・゚:* *:・゚✧*:・゚✧
.・゜゜・ ・゜゜・. 。・゚゚・ ・゚゚・。
4 YEARS AFTER THE BATTLE... ✧
・゚: *✧・゚:* *:・゚✧*:・゚
.・゜゜・ ・゜゜・. 。・゚゚・ ・゚゚・。
a/n; hello everyone this is nadine's brother. she's asleep rn but i logged on her phone to publish this early so you don't have to wait until march 1st because i know you've been so sad and confused after y/n's death. so you're welcome
harry potter
Grimmauld Place June 5th, 2002
I still remember that dream vividly. It felt so real.
About a day after Y/n passed, i had a dream that i committed suicide. And after i did, i was brought to this bright room, where everything was white, and Y/n was stood there.
Of course, my instinct was to run and hug her, never let her go ever again. But Y/n didn't want that. She was angry at me. Angry because i wasted my life, and the lives that lost while trying to protect me. She said she wanted me to carry on with my life. So i never attempted again. For her.
It turned out that i didn't even drink the poison. I didn't even finish brewing it. But i know that dream was a sign. A sign for me to carry on with my life, because that's what Y/n wanted. Even if it's insanely hard, i have to do it for her. But the enormous feeling of guilt still stays. If it wasn't fo me, Y/n would still be alive.