His chubby girl (Bang Chan X Reader) DISCONTINUED/REVAMPING

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WARNING: Self harm is mentioned in this chapter, The second paragraph has none of it, and I would recommend skipping there because this is an important chapter.

You looked at Chan as tears rolled down your face. He was crying. "That..that's really bad.." His voice was a soft whisper as he took in everything you told him. You felt bad and gave his hand a small squeeze. "I um...i'm sorry" He choked out through tears. You wiped his tears "Don't say sorry" he nodded slowly not knowing what to say. His eyes wandered to your arms. The sleeves couldn't stay up, and he saw the one thing her never wanted to see. His heart broke a little as he grabbed your wrist gently and examined your arm. You pulled it away and rolled your sleeve down quickly. "Can I see?" He asked. You shook your head at your eyes filled with tears again. He looked at you with pain in his eyes, only making you give in and show him your arm. His hand wandered over the cuts. He shook his head everytime he seemed to be thinking. "Why..why would you do this, y/n?" Soon you felt tears start falling as he cried as well. You both sat and cried together until last period. 

You checked the time and got ready for your date with Lucas. As you got your things from your locker Chan walked over. He had makeup in his hand. "you don't want him to see those, right?" You nodded, barely realizing. He applied some to your arms and a little to your puffy eyes. You hugged him tightly "Thank you Chan" You felt his arms slowly wrap around you. "Alright, I gotta go now! Have a nice day!" You closed your locker and ran off to Lucas. He was leaning against his car looking around. Once he spotted you a smile took over his face. His eyes scanned over you as he examined everything about you. He held his arms open and you hugged him. He smiled down at you. "Hey there beautiful" He said with a small giggle. You smiled "Hey handsome" He giggled once more and opened the door for you. You climbed into his truck..it was huge. You sat still holding your bag in you lap as he got in. He smiled at you and started driving "So, where should we go today?" He asked just driving around. "How about a movie?" You suggested. He nodded quickly and drove off to the cinema. You both danced to the music he was playing. He sang along as his voice cracked a few times making you laugh. Once he parked his truck he helped you out. When you got inside he bought a big tub of popcorn and drinks. He guided you to the room and you both sat in the very front. He set the popcorn in between the two of you as the movie started. It was a horror movie, and you tried to hide it, but you were very obviously scared. He noticed and wrapped an arm around you. Soon enough the movie finished and you and Lucas left to the park. You both walked around, talking here and there about life. Every time you mentioned Chan a smile grew on his face. "Chan is an amazing person y/n! He's always so nice an everything! I am so glad you have a friend like him." You smiled and nodded in agreement. His hand brushed against yours, making your cheeks turn a slight pink. He giggled at the sight and took your hand in his. As you walked he swung your arms together making both of you laugh. You looked up and saw Yoongi. For a second he had a smirk, but it was replaced with a smile as he walked past you. Lucas didn't notice at all. Instead he pulled you over to a fountain in the middle of the park. He smiled widely as he tossed a coin in. He squeezed his eyes shut and mumbled something. He handed you a coin and you tossed it in. "Now make a wish!" He said excitedly. You thought for a quick moment and squeezed your eyes shut like he did and said

"I wish for everything to stay as it is"

You opened your eyes and saw him smiling at you. He dragged you away and back to his truck. "Where to next?" He asked. You checked your phone and saw missed calls from your mom and Bambam. "Um..how about my house? I think my mom needs me there now." He groaned. "Damn it, ok, i'll get you there." You smiled as he drove to your house. His hand held yours as his other controlled the steering wheel. You felt a bit sad that the day had to end so soon. When you got out of his truck he walked you to your door. Your mom was in the kitchen and said for you to knock when you got there, so you did. You waited patiently, but before the door opened, Lucas pulled you into his arms as they snaked around your waist. He then connected his lips to yours and kissed you passionately. You smiled into the kiss and went along with his movements. Your first kiss was soon interrupted by the door opening. He pulled away first and giggles at your red face. You wave at him as he walked away and walked inside. Your mom had an expression on her face. One mixed with shock and a smile. Bambam on the other hand, has his arms crossed and an angry face. As you walked into the kitchen you grabbed a snack and noticed Chan sitting there. "Oh hey Chan." You smiled with a wave. He did the same as you walked up to your room. You jumped on the bed and watched the day replay in your head, giggling everytime you thought of the kiss. You felt like it was only a dream. And soon you fell asleep.

2 DAYS LATER- SUNDAY

You remembered how Lucas said Johnny was going back home to Chicago, and Mark was joining him. You smiled as you remembered the first time you saw Johnny. Lucas was so happy that day, he never stopped smiling. You got up quickly when he called. 

"Hey y/n! I'm on my way to your house"

He hung up without saying anything else. You jumped out of bed and changed into different clothes. You ran down stairs and opened the door to see Johnny leaning on a car as Lucas and Mark climbed out. He lit up a cigarette and stood there smoking. You couldn't even lie, he looked stunning. He simply wore an open shirt and some jeans. You couldn't stop staring. Lucas jogged over and stopped in front of you, pecking your lips. "I have something to tell you, y/n" His smile slowly dropped, making you worry. "What is it?" He pecked at your lips a bit longer.

"I'm leaving with Johnny and Mark." 

You hugged him tightly, he rubbed your back gently as he walked away. After that...he was gone. You walked back inside without the same smile you left with. Your mom pulled you into a bear hug. "I'm sorry sweetie" She patted your back as you hugged tighter. You felt a bit hurt that he didn't tell you before, but understood why. You slumped back to your room.

This was the worst day of your life yet.

ABOUT A WEEK LATER

As you walked through the school you noticed Jennie and Lisa seemed to be following you. They got closer every now and then until Jinyoung walked next to you. "So y/n. Remember when we were kids? Like that one day that we talked soooo much about your new shoes?" He asked. You nodded "What about it?" He pulled a box out of his bag "I was the one who stole them" He said as he handed you the box. You starts laughing. "Jinyoung I have no use for these anymore, but thanks" you hugged him and he pushes you away "Yeah yeah whatever" Jackson ran over and jumped on him. You laughed a bit and continued walking. You tried very hard to ignore the prom signs that were stuck onto the wall. You saw Rose and Jisoo taping one up. Yeji was standing there with a slight pout. You approached her and she smile "Hey y/n! I love that shirt! Have you seen Bambam? Oh wait nevermind!" He walked up behind you as she kept staring at your shirt. He wrapped an arm around you. "Hey Yeji" He said simply and her face turned pink real quick. He laughed a bit and nodded at the prom poster. "You think you'd have a date, y/n?" He asked only for you to shake your head in response. Jennie walked over and crossed her arms "Of course she wont, not as fat as she is." Lisa snickered at her joke. You looked down until you heard a slap sound. You looked up quickly to see Jennie holding her cheek and Yeji holding a phone and pointing it at her. "Admit it! You were bullying y/n for no reason, right? It isn't nice to body shame people just because you're pretty yourself!" Jennie choked on her words as she admitted what she had done. Lisa was long gone by now. Jennie sent a glare and walked away. Yeji hugged you tightly "I'm sorry y/n, I hope I helped." She smiled and you couldn't help but see the resemblance of her and Hyunjin. Before you could say anything Bambam pulled Yeji aside. You just smiled at them and continued walking. As you walked you saw people asking each other to prom. You couldn't help but notice Han and Minho hugging. You walked to them and saw Han dancing. Minho just watched him "Heyyyyy" Han said as he dances towards you. You giggled as he circled you and Minho face palmed. "I take back my invitation to prom" He said. Han stopped dancing and literally BEGGED him until he took it back. You shook your head at them and started walking home. As you walked you saw Chan waiting for you. When you reached him he walked you home. He had a look on his face as if he knew something you didn't. He stopped in front of your driveway and watched you walk inside. Your mom had a nervous look on her face and gave you a small wave. When you walked up to your room you heard the sound of an electric guitar. Your heart stopped when you saw your brothers old room alive. The door was cracked open slightly, the lights were on, and you could see a shadow moving in there.

This is one of the longest chapters I have ever done, and i'd like to thank those who have stuck to reading this story, I promise to have more Chan moments, and don't worry, He is the last person being added in randomly. All I know for a fact is that this book is ending at 100 chapters, so I hope to see all of you there!

Thanks for reading!