That Month In May. Joshua Hong x Reader

44. A Little Shock.

Present.

Joshua's Pov.

Hearing that story, it was quite heavy to take but I guess I get where her feelings are coming from.

"I've said too much. I'll take my leave then." She turned her back on me as I gave myself to think. Dohyun. Maybe I could find him myself.

Mingyu's Pov.

"I heard nothing." I grumbled, glancing at Jeonghan.

"Me neither! You were in the way the whole time!" He pushed me around and I did too.

"You kept complaining!" We were bickering so much and then Jeonghan stopped.

"What did you see then?" He tilted his head.

"They kissed." I shrugged.

"Huh. I thought their relationship wasn't real to be honest." Jeonghan exhaled, as we made sure no one else was around, we stood up.

"Just seeing these 2 pairs..It's so different." I sighed, since seeing the difference it kind of hurts how we're all drifting apart.

"What do we do?." Jeonghan asked softly whilst gripping on his arm.

"Let's just not say anything for now." I rubbed the back of my head making sure my glasses are still on. We went to go find the rest of the members in silence.

Eunhi's Pov.

"I guess we should head back in?" I said slowly and Cheol agreed. We headed in and talked about a few things. "Should I walk you to your set? I have a longer break." I checked the time calmly and he held my hand.

"I'd love that." His slight smug entertaining me as I held his hand too.

I went to his studio for the day and entering, I watched Joshua and Haneul acting all lovey dovey..My eyes widened and I turned my head to the side instantly.

Why am I still feeling like this.? Joshua Hong, were we even together? You make me question everything I did for you. Why am I still the one lingering on for you.?

S.Coups' Pov.

I saw her face looking towards Joshua..I took her instantly, grabbing her into a hug. You may not like me..but I'll always love you.

Eunhi's Pov.

"Oh. Eunhi! Hyung." Vernon called out for us. I ignored Joshua and went to go talk with the others with Cheol beside me.

"Hey Vernon." I smiled.

"I see you guys are doing well." Vernon knew about it, actually him being the one to do this all.. "Is it helping?" He asked, glancing at me.

I looked over to the pair and back at him. "I think somehow it is." I folded my arms, letting go of Cheol's hand.

"Well I guess it's progress." He shrugged and I nodded, still disturbed at the loving pair.

Joshua's Pov.

"Shut up." Haneul grumbled at me. She was so moody today.

"Don't tell me to. You're the one who keeps blabbering." I crossed my arms, slowly getting more annoyed at her attitude.

"I shouldn't have told you my story! You're not trustworthy enough." She rolled her eyes at me and I came closer to her.

"Well I trust you enough to not touch my friends." I furrowed my eyebrows, thinking of Eunhi.

"You both like each other that much huh?" She suddenly blurted out.

"What?"

"Even though Eunhi's together with S.Coups..I know she still has something for you. And it's obvious you do. Look at you." She pointed at me, smirking.

"Don't even. I swear I'm this close to telling everyone what you've done." I said but she wasn't retalliating back at me. She didn't seem to be listening. "Hey Haneul."

"Huh. Sorry." She glanced at me. "I don't need to listen to you." She suddenly glared at then turned away. "Hurry up with your work so then we can go on later." She said. "I hate you." She kissed me on the cheek and headed off.

We prepared for our episode this week for GOING SEVENTEEN. It didn't seem as if almost any of them wanted to talk to me.

"Eunhi. It'd be a joy if you'd join for this week's episode to be honest." The director shook my hand. Eunhi..? Join this episode? I won't be able to concentrate.

"It'd be cool right guys?!" Dino exclaimed and the others cheered but I was left speechless.

"I guess, if it's not a bother then I'll join?" Eunhi smiled, trapping her hands together.

We sat down at our set and I had to sit beside Eunhi. I couldn't hear anything but my heartbeat, what was going on?! Why is she here?! How did it end up like this?

"Hello, We are SEVENTEEN!" We clapped and we went on with explaining today's title and just talked in general. There was food on our table as we conversed about various topics. I went to go get a bottle but me and Eunhi's hands landed together.

We glanced at eachother and I let go. "Hey hyung, talking about food. How is your Grandma?" Dino asked to Vernon. Vernon gave a thought and replied but I couldn't help but feel so shy beside Eunhi.

It's so embarrassing and so annoying that I've let go of a woman like her. My dating with Haneul..gone public..There's no way I'll be able to go back.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Eunhi raised an eyebrow at me as I noticed my surroundings..I was back in reality.

"I..wanted some of the drink..but you finished it." I pointed.

"Oh. Sorry." Eunhi lightly scratched her head and everyone peeked in.

"You like that wine a lot don't you?!" Seungkwan yelled.

"I do! I'm strong with wine. Just not alcohol itself." She explained and we continued to play games too in the meantime and we eventually got our break.

It's so hard to keep composed and not just tell them everything on the spot. They don't know how desperate I am to just spill the problems I've been going through. But they don't trust me anymore..

"Hey Joshua." I heard Eunhi.

"E-Eunhi." I turned to her with a stutter. Why did I stutter..?