That Month In May. Joshua Hong x Reader

73. Oh Gosh.

Joshua's Pov.

"Or maybe not." I said and she turned to me.

"What do you mean?." She smiled. Then I headed on closer. I held her cheek and her smile faded. It went serious.

"Could I?" I asked for her permission and she nodded.

(WARNING: MATURE, SEXUAL THINGS WILL GO ON!)

I kissed her, moving down to her neck and we slowly moved on to my room. I placed her down gently. "I've..been feeling guilty..still up to this point." I watched the strap of her dress slip of her fair shoulder.

"Why should you? I've forgiven you." She lightly caressed my cheek.

"But it still feels so painful." I squinted my eyes.

"But I'm here now. And nothing won't get in the way." She moved away some of my bangs as she sat up to my face. "Don't be stuck on the past." She smiled giving me a small kiss.

"But will you ever see me the same?" I asked, leaning in.

"Then..who are you?" She laughed as then I hugged her.

"Thank you." She patted my back. "Let's..continue then?." I smiled and she nodded. Since it was already falling, I helped her unzip her dress. It fell down as then she was just left like that.

I could feel my face heating up as I saw it. We never went this far before. I watched her unbutton my shirt and instantly I dropped in to kiss her deeply. She ran her hand through my hair with a smile.

I slipped my hand in, slowly removing her.  She kissed me on the neck and I smiled going on. "Joshua.." She huffed a bit and I twirled her hair.

"I'm sorry." I frowned and she shook her head.

"Don't worry." She just gave me a grin.

Eunhi's Pov.

I felt him kiss my whole body..It was warming and turning me on. It was such a strange thought but what else could I do.? His hands were huge and wrapped my waist perfectly. His ring was still on that pinky of his..The same with the bracelet.

I never stopped liking Joshua. Did I?

His ears were shining under that dim light. His lips were perfectly plump red..He had such beautiful eyes and a great body.

Later.

After doing it..We had some rest..But I woke up not long afterwards. I got out of the bed to change back. It hurt..I couldn't believe that I've done this on my 2nd evening in Korea. Then I felt hands wrap around my stomach as I glanced over at Joshua leaning on my shoulder.

"Where are you going?." He whispered. His voice was husky. It was attractive at most.

"The bathroom." I replied, fixing my hair.

"Do you have to?.." He groaned, hugging me tighter.

"Well..yes." I said, kissing him. "Let's not be clingy." I chuckled, joking obviously. After heading to the bathroom. "I'm going to eat something. What about you?" He changed into his clothes.

"I'll come help!" He said, exclaiming. I went on and then the front door unlocked.

"Hyung?" Vernon came in with the rest of the group..Luckily they didn't come any earlier. "Wait Eunhi?!"

"Hm?" Joshua came out buttoning his shirt.

"Hi!" I waved. Didn't they see me earlier by the car?

"Why'd you guys leave? We couldn't follow because we were stuck chatting to everyone." He asked.

"We had to talk about something." Joshua looked at me and I wanted to laugh.

"You guys want to eat? You all look like a mess." I said and the rest shoved through.

"EUNHI!!!" They screamed, jumping around and I joined them. "I MISSED YOU!"

"I did too!!" I exclaimed and they hugged me as tight as they could. It was painful though..Joshua was quite intense back there. "Cmon, everyone go sit down!" I ordered them and I looked at Cheol. He was the most shocked out of all of them.

"Eunhi..How've you been?." Cheol came to me behind the counter.

"Good actually. I feel much better here." I sniggered a bit, not wanting to speak so badly of America.

"That's great to hear." He smiled at me.

"Thanks!" I replied as he went to go hoin the others. I began cooking the big portions because they eat a lot and ARE 13 people after all.

But it was great honestly. It repeated in my mind to be honest, I just came back but I've done such nasty things. But what's life without fun?.

I smirked to myself and continued on cooking.

After cooking.

"Hey boys. Help me." I ordered, not liking them just sitting around waiting for the food to be prepared. They stood up and all took their own plate.

"Thank you~!" They synced in all together.

"There's more if you'd like." I pointed and they listened. I ate my food as we watchrd shows together..We were watching romance..

"I'll head off now."

"Wait! Narang..What even are we?"

"What are we?.."

"Yes!"

Then I started asking myself. As I looked at Joshua, I asked the same question. What are we now? We just did that but never gave official sentences.

But I should just ignore it for now right? That's what I thought.

Skip.

"Joshua..What are we really.?" I asked, holding on the tree.

"I'd..like you to be my girlfriend again." He puffed out his chest..The cherry blossoms once fell again. We're back to the beginning..Aren't we?.

"I'd love to." I ran to him. "Thank you." He gave me a peck on the forehead giving me that warmth.

Past. Back 3 Years Ago.

"About that.." Sigu's voice was nervous.

"About what?!" I slammed the desk, calming myself down instantly..I ddin't want to be so stressed.

"They're already here." She said, but I tilted my head.

"Then..I'll go see them now.?" I was preparing to leave, packing all of my stuff and she took my hand.

"You can't." She stopped me as I just slowly turned to look at her.

"What."